Fish people are definitely not as graceful lookin on land as they are in the water lmaoo

I'm definitely using "beached" merpollo as a visualization of my bad moods lmao. She ain't lookin too hot pff-

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Finally. Finally. My phone case came eheh- we actually ordered it a while back. But it just came today, bout' time, the old one was getting crusty as hell- (im not exaggerating, it was kind of gross, especially under the popsocket..no matter how much I cleaned it..blegh-)

Also we had to take my chromebook back to the school office today...welp. I've officially failed literally all of my classes!! How wonderful. I'm surprised I wasnt chastised more by my family lmaoo. Just kinda got a "yeah we knew this was gunna happen" and moved on. Hehehh-

On another note. I love summer, I fucking love summer, I hate the heat and clothing made for heat, but I love the feeling of summer. Who doesnt? But I think summer this year has been completely ruined for me, and technically speaking it isnt even summer yet! It's not because I have to attend summer school or anything, that's only for a short time, so that doesnt bother me. But what does bother me is, after what happened the other day, even if I dont think it was the water that caused it, I think im going to be mortified every time someone brings up going to the beach. Because what if it was the water and im just in denial. I dont want to experience that debilitating pain again. As I've said, I'd rather die! But I just know no matter how much I protest, my family, not my aunt, she knows how I felt, but my mom will probably drag me to lake michigan or something at least once this summer...and im terrified. Especially if it's one of the great lakes or something, because oh god, at least I had a heating pad the other night to dull down the pain a little. But feeling that pain during a long car ride home..DOUBLED with likely having terrible sunburn due to the fact that mom conveniently forgets sunscreen every single time AnD being covered in sand. I hate sand. hhh- I cant do it, no can do. If I touch any form of water this year, it's going to be mikes saltwater pool when my grandfather drags me out there. That's it. No more. Not touching a lake again for a while. I think im traumatized lol..