Aeryn's mother and former sovereign. She started this mess. It's on her. piN iT tO hEr
Hehehhh- today was bad. BadbadbadbadBAD. Sure. The afternoon was fine. Good even! But these past few hours, I don't know what happened, but these past few hours since I got out of the shower, I was doubled over in pain on the bathroom floor earlier, thinking I was about to fucking hurl my guts out. And now, I'm laying downstairs on the couch with a heating pad. Terrible, terrible cramps in my lower abdomen, when I say terrible I mEAN TERRIBLE. I swear I thought I was about to die for a second. And I'm not being dramatic here, it was that god damn bad. It hurt to move and was near impossible to walk without immediately stumbling over due to the sheer intensity of the pain. And being female, I'm relatively used to cramps in my lower abdomen, cause yaknow, the fun that is the menstrual cycle. I was brushing off the pain earlier (it wasnt was bad at the time) as the cold water causing muscles to contact, and after I had warmed up it went away for a while. So I thought I was right. Then a few minutes later it came back, I brushed it off as menstrual cramps, because mine are usually on the medium pain side of things, not generally making me want to fuckin kms. But also not leaving me able to live my life without issue. Anyway- I brushed it off as menstrual cramps or something, cause my period was late this time round. But then. Ohhhhhh then. It got worse. Thousands of times worse. Leaving me as stated earlier, doubled over in pain. Before I collected my thoughts and thought "No, no no. I'm not sick. These are fuckin cramps-" and took some ibuprofen. Now laying with a heating pad, I feel better...but I don't want to remove said heating pad in fear of the pain returning in an even more unbearable manner.
I feel like I should also mention, it was horrible when the pain first got really bad because my brain was racing and my anxiety skyrocketed. Mostly because I was thinking "oH shit what if I have appendicitis-" but at the same time. We had gone to Wendy's earlier. And my brain was racing due to something else...I love horror stories, and frequent /r/nosleep. I had read one particular story titled ""Do Not Order the Meatinator From Smiley's". And even though of course I know the events in the story arent plausible. My anxiety doesnt. Cause yknow, Smiley's...Wendy's...Baconator...Meatinator. You get the jist of it. Even if I didnt eat the baconator or anything, my mind was still racing TvT
Hehehhh- today was bad. BadbadbadbadBAD. Sure. The afternoon was fine. Good even! But these past few hours, I don't know what happened, but these past few hours since I got out of the shower, I was doubled over in pain on the bathroom floor earlier, thinking I was about to fucking hurl my guts out. And now, I'm laying downstairs on the couch with a heating pad. Terrible, terrible cramps in my lower abdomen, when I say terrible I mEAN TERRIBLE. I swear I thought I was about to die for a second. And I'm not being dramatic here, it was that god damn bad. It hurt to move and was near impossible to walk without immediately stumbling over due to the sheer intensity of the pain. And being female, I'm relatively used to cramps in my lower abdomen, cause yaknow, the fun that is the menstrual cycle. I was brushing off the pain earlier (it wasnt was bad at the time) as the cold water causing muscles to contact, and after I had warmed up it went away for a while. So I thought I was right. Then a few minutes later it came back, I brushed it off as menstrual cramps, because mine are usually on the medium pain side of things, not generally making me want to fuckin kms. But also not leaving me able to live my life without issue. Anyway- I brushed it off as menstrual cramps or something, cause my period was late this time round. But then. Ohhhhhh then. It got worse. Thousands of times worse. Leaving me as stated earlier, doubled over in pain. Before I collected my thoughts and thought "No, no no. I'm not sick. These are fuckin cramps-" and took some ibuprofen. Now laying with a heating pad, I feel better...but I don't want to remove said heating pad in fear of the pain returning in an even more unbearable manner.
I feel like I should also mention, it was horrible when the pain first got really bad because my brain was racing and my anxiety skyrocketed. Mostly because I was thinking "oH shit what if I have appendicitis-" but at the same time. We had gone to Wendy's earlier. And my brain was racing due to something else...I love horror stories, and frequent /r/nosleep. I had read one particular story titled ""Do Not Order the Meatinator From Smiley's". And even though of course I know the events in the story arent plausible. My anxiety doesnt. Cause yknow, Smiley's...Wendy's...Baconator...Meatinator. You get the jist of it. Even if I didnt eat the baconator or anything, my mind was still racing TvT
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Hmm, well depending on that factor right there it may or may not be a certain condition I've heard of before... <.<
If this is the first time there's a chance that it might happen routinely in the future, if I'm thinking right... >.>
bUt-
I could just be rambling about something completely irrelevant that has no use in being said in the first plaaace! :')
If this is the first time there's a chance that it might happen routinely in the future, if I'm thinking right... >.>
bUt-
I could just be rambling about something completely irrelevant that has no use in being said in the first plaaace! :')
Hhh, fine-
I can't quite remember what it's called exactly, I'll prolly have to look through my history again, but I believe it's when some parts of the outer walls of the uterus begin to fuse with the surrounding flesh, and it causes very severe lower abdominal pain out of nowhere while going about your day, during the menstrual cycle, or going to the bathroom.
Why can I remember this
But not a fucking math formula
I can't quite remember what it's called exactly, I'll prolly have to look through my history again, but I believe it's when some parts of the outer walls of the uterus begin to fuse with the surrounding flesh, and it causes very severe lower abdominal pain out of nowhere while going about your day, during the menstrual cycle, or going to the bathroom.
Why can I remember this
But not a fucking math formula
Looked it up and it's called 'adhesions' apparently, kind of obvious, klsajdfh-
"The term adhesions refers to the formation of scar tissue between bowel loops (small or large intestine) and the inner lining of the abdominal wall (peritoneal lining) or with other organs within the abdominal cavity (liver, gallbladder, uterus and its attached Fallopian tubes and ovaries, and urinary bladder)."
So yeah, scar tissue. :')
Hoo, hope it's not,,
"The term adhesions refers to the formation of scar tissue between bowel loops (small or large intestine) and the inner lining of the abdominal wall (peritoneal lining) or with other organs within the abdominal cavity (liver, gallbladder, uterus and its attached Fallopian tubes and ovaries, and urinary bladder)."
So yeah, scar tissue. :')
Hoo, hope it's not,,
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