Heheehh- I sucked up my wrist pain and finished the thing..sucked up as in was silently complaining to myself about why I decided to do this.

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Hell yeah bois- finally something to look forward to. Before my aunt had to leave she told me that she doesnt have to work tomorrow or Tuesday sooo..she said that if the weather is right we could go out to the beach. Gah, this woman is amazing TwT. Cause ya see, if that were my mom, she'd want to spend the night drinking. Though, to be fair, my aunt has always been more of a mom than my mother has ever been, she went out of her way to spend time with me when I was younger. And she still tries to spend time with me, though my mom tends to get pissy when she tries. But I'm looking forward to spending time with my aunt and am crossing my fingers for good weather. Even if I hate sand with a passion, I just wanna go so I can get some quality time with her,,


On another note, as the school year is coming to a close (iforgothowmuchlongerihavetogetmyshitdone) I remembered something, I remembered when I was first going into...5th grade I think, I was absolutely terrified of the "older kids" (older being 7th and 8th graders) but there was this one kid who always stood out to me, he was in fact in 7th grade at the time, his name was Xander. And holy shit, he was amazing, not in the typical "little kid looking up to older kids" sort of way, no, no. I mean, out of all his loud, obnoxious buddies. He was always quite sweet. Xander would always end up "protecting" me from said buddies, who just loved to be absolute douchebags to me. The more I think about it, his buddies were just douches in general, even to him. One time in particular stands out to me. It was on the bus home. The younger kids had to sit in the back for whatever reason..which is generally where the rowdy highschoolers sat. Now, I have incredibly sensitive hearing, I always have, and loud noises can overwhelm and scare me. But it was a lot worse when I was younger. So, with teenagers being how we areeee- it was loud, very...very loud. Soo with that and my sensitive hearing, I had ended up crying, due to the pain in my ears and pounding in my head. Xander caught sight of this and ditched his buddies to sit next to me. He spent the whole ride home trying to comfort and distract me. He really was an angel I swear. I think he's the reason I try to be as comforting as possible to the younger kids now, I know how it feels to be scared and overwhelmed by the older folks. I really do.