I was going to put a dumb communism joke as the desc but I ultimately decided against it for....reasons involving not wanting to get political with this character- hes just a ushanka wearing, vodka drinking bitch. Okey? Okey.

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MmmmmmmooooootheeeeeeeerrrrrrfuUUUUUCKKKKK. How come all these beautiful people can wear black lipstick and look absolutely fabulous. But when I wear it, I look like a dead fish. I just- I JUST WANNA TALK WITH WHOEVER DID THIS TO ME. I JUST WANNA TALK. eh..its not that big of a deal, I mean.. it's not like I paid for that shit or anything /j

On another note. Last night was...weird. It's probably just me being paranoid. But, I've never really had a strong belief in the paranormal, but this was just...abnormal. This house is old, it was built in the late 1880s. So god knows what's lurking. Anyway anyway. I've never liked going up/down the stairs at night. Everyone knows the feeling of needing to run up the stairs. But as much as I dont like the staircase here. I've never had that feeling. Until last night, I had the extreme feeling that I needed to run. Now. and could have sworn I heard some distorted..whispering. Along with that, we have this cat, who is generally very...weirdddd...but last night she was acting even more weird and skiddish than usual. She likes to sleep on my bed during the day. But she'll normally get up with a few pushes yeah? Last night she refused to budge, no matter how much I pushed her. So I just ended up letting her be and trying to find a comfortable position without bothering her. She was curled up by me staring at something for at least 15 minutes while I was sitting on my phone. I dont know what was up. Or if I'm just being way too paranoid. But it really felt off..