That I attempt a background...for good reason as you can see, this is shit! :D but I didnt have the energy to put into other stuff today.

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Hnnnngggg. Someone always knows. Someone can always tell when theres something wrong. It might just be how I can be all happy bubbly one minute and then turn around with cold one word responses the next. I try and make it seem like I'm okay, but the other person can always tell when something is up, no matter what it is, personal issues, something that was said, just a sudden change in mood, etc. No matter how I try to hide it with use of emoticons and trying to make my language as..happy as possible. It's always clear when I'm upset in any way...sometimes I wish I could hide it better. I dont like it when people can tell how I feel. Maybe I desperately need to open up more. Or maybe I'm just a cold hearted bitch. We've got yet to find out.