this is actully very old, atleast 2 years. before I uploaded it here I changed somethings, I'm hopiong that means I've goten better.

this is about the quixotic idea of noble sacrifice, which is something I like; and hope I'd immulate is forced into such a situation.

I think most of what I upload for a while will be archive fodder I have. disgraceful after such a prolonged absinse, but I've not been in a good state for writing latly