It's a kind of second part to Bleeding Eye. There's a whole story around these poems. I've just started to get out of my writers block and I'm finishing them all up, thought it wouldn't hurt to put a few up on FA.

This particular poem is very important to me, it means a lot.

Sorry if I can only write depressing nonsense. X3

Once again, for anyone who can't open RTFs: (or doesn't want to download anything...)

False memories meet my time.
Look behind myself. It's bleek, at least to see.
It's better than now.
when what pushes you isn't real.
Can you really heal?
Or are you damned like the rest...
I've tried my best. To be, all I can
For everyone.
But I've failed.
I've got to bail, jump the train.
I've been lost in my brain.
Lost in my mind, a maze I
Can't seem to find, the way out.
It's somewhere.
But am I really looking?
I just say it so.
I know
I'm pitiful, love, I miss you.
I know, you've never been real, too.