Ive been feeling very off lately. My Mental state is a whole mess... Ive been zoning out a lot empty minded, often wanting to "off" myself or just disappear forever without a trace.

I couldnt tell you why I feel this way or what started it, but im slowly feeling more and more out of place in this world. I have lots of friends who genuinely love and care about me, I have a beautiful and loving boyfriend, a happy-healthy place to live.... What could possibly be missing? Why do I feel like this?

Will I ever get an answer?

Is it really worth the existence on this plain we call earth?