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The entity in this drawing represents my multiple sexual abusers from when I was young. I'd repeatedly get molested by my grandfather, and I was outright r*ped by someone that I don't know. I've been touched by others who weren't adults growing up as well, and I had recently been r*ped by my ex in the past year once again.
So I've uh, I've had it rough. I don't think that's bad to say?
Some things in the drawing represents the "small things" that tend to trigger me- things like wearing more exposing outfits like any kind of swim wear, or just when I have to take a shower on any day, can't even use the bathroom without locking the door even when I'm home alone.
I'm also generally set off by adult men. I'm not one of those people who think all men are r*pists, or bad people, however, I admittedly have a hard time being alone with one without getting bad thoughts and paranoia. It's just a result of my trauma, not something I voluntarily think of them.
The pool is more of a representation of sinking due to these triggers. Like "falling off the deep end" so to speak. The entity in the image is going to push my young self in.
So I've uh, I've had it rough. I don't think that's bad to say?
Some things in the drawing represents the "small things" that tend to trigger me- things like wearing more exposing outfits like any kind of swim wear, or just when I have to take a shower on any day, can't even use the bathroom without locking the door even when I'm home alone.
I'm also generally set off by adult men. I'm not one of those people who think all men are r*pists, or bad people, however, I admittedly have a hard time being alone with one without getting bad thoughts and paranoia. It's just a result of my trauma, not something I voluntarily think of them.
The pool is more of a representation of sinking due to these triggers. Like "falling off the deep end" so to speak. The entity in the image is going to push my young self in.
Category Artwork (Digital) / Gore / Macabre Art
Species Human
Size 953 x 785px
File Size 228.8 kB
I can understand the feeling of fear towards adult men. I have never dealt with that degree of assault, but I have been through enough that it scares me to even look into their faces.
Bless you. I hope that things do in fact, improve for you, and your life indeed becomes fulfilling. If you don't have many, you do have me. I will listen and be as supportive as I can. I know it sounds kind of weird but I just can't bear to see someone hurting like this.
Bless you. I hope that things do in fact, improve for you, and your life indeed becomes fulfilling. If you don't have many, you do have me. I will listen and be as supportive as I can. I know it sounds kind of weird but I just can't bear to see someone hurting like this.
I feel uneasy with men, many times untrusting. The world is cruel. And filled with so many monsters. The innocent and defenseless get preyed upon, their lives twisted and scarred. The past can not be changed, but what we can do? We can try our best to create our own happiness moving forward. Don't let the monsters steal all your happiness, even if you only feel a little it's worth fighting for.
I know I'm a random person on the internet but I still want to send you lots of hope. I hope you can find a happiness, a life you desire. I hope you find people who will support you, listen to you and help if need. The world is full of monsters, but it's also filled with good and beauty...
I know I'm a random person on the internet but I still want to send you lots of hope. I hope you can find a happiness, a life you desire. I hope you find people who will support you, listen to you and help if need. The world is full of monsters, but it's also filled with good and beauty...
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