Alright let's try this one again. Thank you to the wonderful  SecapawsStudio for this adorable piece, it turned out JUST the way I imagined it, so thank you!

And well, if I'm being honest I've been struggling these past few months. Work has been kicking my ass, dysphoria has been destroying me, and I've been confused about where I wanna be going with my life in the near future. Hell, even trying to upload this yesterday gave me a panic attack where I just deleted everything I had and just, broke down. I still haven't fully recovered but just, it feels right to post this. It really made me feel all warm and wonderful inside when I first saw it, and despite everything life threw at me last night, it still gives me that euphoric feeling when I really sit down to look and appreciate it. I knew admitting to myself that I was trans wasn't gonna be easy. I knew some days would be harder than others. It takes so much courage to make the decision and take the steps to transition and present oneself as female. I may not have had the motivation recently to take the big steps needed but that's ok. I'm still trans. I'm still a beautiful woman. I'm still Emily.

Thank you to everyone who believes in me, and loves me for who I am, I couldn't do this without you.