I am so sorry for your loss. My deepest and sincerest condolences.

Thank you , you are so ovley.

It will take a long time for wounds such as these to heal, but for some of us, that pain will never go away and the memory of their deaths will forever haunt us. I understand this feeling all too well and I'd have you know that you have my sympathies.

Thank you! I must now build upp my "second" life, a painfull one .(PICÚR 1994 06 04 - 2010 06 04 )Exactley 15 jear long was by my side and at time PICÚR was born was I just a 12 jear old boy , now im 27 old but was cry like a child. A part of my soul are die. I hate being just a human being , and was not able to give from my life some jear so like the half or so, but im not god , cant do nothing , just helpless stay by side and see what happend. I miss soo much every day :( Was with me all time, now I feel Im just a half from shomething beautifull that now dont exist anymore.
Thank you , for your gentle comment , It means a lot.

It's painful I know, but never forget that they will always be with you when you need them. It's okay to cry from time to time. It helps with the pain and it helps you to be a stronger person.

I was loosing my gothfather not so loong ago and now my sweety PICÚR , and when I sleep I dream from there , and after at morning its wery wery hard to stand upp ,Its a feeling like I have on me a plumb suit , even breathing seems so heavy, I just hardly can describe this feeling...
( I feel me guilty that I newer was able to help)

I was loosing my gothfather not so loong ago and now my sweety PICÚR , and when I sleep I dream from there , and after at morning its wery wery hard to stand upp ,Its a feeling like I have on me a plumb suit , even breathing seems so heavy, I just hardly can describe this feeling...
( I feel me guilty that I newer was able to help)

It's not your fault and what about any loved ones that are still with you. You need to be strong for their sake as well as your own. I understand you wanted to save them, but it's not your fault that they're gone. I hope you can find peace soon.