Ryu: Darkness....thats all I see......loneliness......thats all I feel......nothingness........thats all I have.
For the longest that I can remember I had this hole....this sadness in my heart an it seems it gets bigger as the years pass. This emptiness.....have I died?....am I dead?......how many times was I killed?.....I cant be saved.....I dont think anyone wants to save me....I guess i'll keep on going until this hole consumes me.
Hehe well fck~ I did it again~ I thought I wouldnt draw something like this again but its a good outlet. lol ^_^
Anyways dont mind this pic I was just drawing what I felt...also this track was good ambiance to draw too.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4135384/
Well emoness done with, I will post better pics soon ^_^;
For the longest that I can remember I had this hole....this sadness in my heart an it seems it gets bigger as the years pass. This emptiness.....have I died?....am I dead?......how many times was I killed?.....I cant be saved.....I dont think anyone wants to save me....I guess i'll keep on going until this hole consumes me.
Hehe well fck~ I did it again~ I thought I wouldnt draw something like this again but its a good outlet. lol ^_^
Anyways dont mind this pic I was just drawing what I felt...also this track was good ambiance to draw too.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4135384/
Well emoness done with, I will post better pics soon ^_^;
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
Species Dragon (Other)
Size 361 x 567px
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That's a horrible thing to sat :T
But its the truth after all I guess,sad that,that is the truth....Well everyone feels down a lot,I know you probably don't think about your sadness every waking moment but sometimes its good to have them there...It keeps your reality in check....Im not sure what Im trying to get to....Just I guess,not to give up on life?
But its the truth after all I guess,sad that,that is the truth....Well everyone feels down a lot,I know you probably don't think about your sadness every waking moment but sometimes its good to have them there...It keeps your reality in check....Im not sure what Im trying to get to....Just I guess,not to give up on life?
Yeah had a feeling it was something like that,same for myself,but Ive found happiness in small qaunites of the people I love+ I live for my family as well
And the way I look at things is: you shouldn't be afraid to be sad,you shouldn't be afraid to be you,yeah some people probably wont like it,but why want to be with those people if the only thing you were doing was suffocating?
everyone has a fear of dying though,life isn't life if its not going to end,you'd be sad either way with life or without it
haha Im not good at making people feel good =_=;;; Im sorry
And the way I look at things is: you shouldn't be afraid to be sad,you shouldn't be afraid to be you,yeah some people probably wont like it,but why want to be with those people if the only thing you were doing was suffocating?
everyone has a fear of dying though,life isn't life if its not going to end,you'd be sad either way with life or without it
haha Im not good at making people feel good =_=;;; Im sorry
rofl its ok I said
well the little happiness isnt anything to be happy about......I dont have people I love in my real life an I dont live for my family besides my mom dad an sisters. an you know either way I will still be sad an alone whether I put on a fake smile or not so I might as well make other happy an keep my sadness hidden. Im mostly afraid of nothingness....that I didnt make some kind of impact while I was alive....that I have no one an never will and that I die empty......
well the little happiness isnt anything to be happy about......I dont have people I love in my real life an I dont live for my family besides my mom dad an sisters. an you know either way I will still be sad an alone whether I put on a fake smile or not so I might as well make other happy an keep my sadness hidden. Im mostly afraid of nothingness....that I didnt make some kind of impact while I was alive....that I have no one an never will and that I die empty......
Wow we think the same,reading that just made think of my life wow creepy
Yeah I live for others but that doesn't mean Im happy, I try to make me happy, its just a realty check for me... I could be your age and still be sad haha sad man... LETS GO FIND LOVE! :D lets go and find a man and woman to make us happy~
Yeah I live for others but that doesn't mean Im happy, I try to make me happy, its just a realty check for me... I could be your age and still be sad haha sad man... LETS GO FIND LOVE! :D lets go and find a man and woman to make us happy~
If that's the case,why give a damn,if you foresee it,just go with it anyways,If you feel that's your outcome fine,just play along,see if you cant change it up a bit,sure all that human stuff kinda true but I don't think so,we always happen to make things different,just live it and go forth and do stuff ,never know till you try,and if your knocked down just get back up
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