Well, here I will give you one of the reasons why I was sad today, sorry if it is too long .. my friend who is starting to draw for now does not seriously only do it to do funny things and those things do not take it seriously then she me He made a drawing of Raid crying because he did not like his drawings and he said that he hated them. It made me laugh because that was me in 2018-2019 but I told him that he was missing the teeth that Raid has, which make my fursona special and I started to show her a lot of drawings where those fangs came out and she said oh well if you don't like it better I erase it and I erase it from paint and from our chat we fought for a while about what should I do the characters like this in the reference when I go to make a commission like the one he gave me that day of that strange drawing of Raid vs Dasher that was missing several details of my fursonas, after that I told him that I could do the missing details and everything would be fine and I he said he got angry and he or I erase all the places where she was and I could not see it again and I felt bad that she erased the drawing for me

good continuing with this drawing sorry again for so much text:
It is a small fanart of what that drawing was that she made for me, only with Kevin and more things of differences but the truth is I did not remember too much how it was so I did it in my style I do not want to seem selfish that oh my drawings are the best in the world and no one surpasses me haha, it's not just that now I like what I do and now I don't just know that they are much better than those of others from my years as a cartoonist I really like some of them or obviously I don't like them but then you always have to have leveling, right?


And in case you ask, I feel a little better, I am not as sad as in the hours in which I drew that raid drawing, thank you very much for your cute messages guys :3