this is OLD art...but it pretty much sums up how i feel right now (read journal http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1510667/ ) it was made at the peak of a sesation of negative emotions and it reflects the emotions i have right now
this is the most morbid thing i have ever drawn and i actually never posted it online back in 2007 because it was so personal and horrible.
another old work done back during a REALLY BAD DAY of school and is full of the poison that was in my soul at that moment in time. i feel that drawing stuff like this can really help one to detoxify themselves...
this was made back in early college, first semester out of highschool. stressful year, i took on too many classes, things were not so great at home, i seemed to never get enough sleep.
i drew this one during math class, i have struggled with math ever since it quit using real and whole numbers (fractions and a+b DOES NOT WORK in my ADD ridden brain) so math made feel exceptionally shitty and it was my first class of the day and i had just had an argument in the car with mom on the way to school...and so that is when this was born.
this is the most morbid thing i have ever drawn and i actually never posted it online back in 2007 because it was so personal and horrible.
another old work done back during a REALLY BAD DAY of school and is full of the poison that was in my soul at that moment in time. i feel that drawing stuff like this can really help one to detoxify themselves...
this was made back in early college, first semester out of highschool. stressful year, i took on too many classes, things were not so great at home, i seemed to never get enough sleep.
i drew this one during math class, i have struggled with math ever since it quit using real and whole numbers (fractions and a+b DOES NOT WORK in my ADD ridden brain) so math made feel exceptionally shitty and it was my first class of the day and i had just had an argument in the car with mom on the way to school...and so that is when this was born.
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i hope the feelings go away soon :<
when i posted this over at DA it was with a better attitude about how things do get better and how i had no disire to draw stuff like this anymore because there was no "poison" in my life anymore to fuel such morbid art http://lilleahwest.deviantart.com/g.....lery/#/d2h5zoe
the thing is, right now, i do not have that postive attitude...
when i posted this over at DA it was with a better attitude about how things do get better and how i had no disire to draw stuff like this anymore because there was no "poison" in my life anymore to fuel such morbid art http://lilleahwest.deviantart.com/g.....lery/#/d2h5zoe
the thing is, right now, i do not have that postive attitude...
I hope so as well~ Like I said in your journal I go through those icky feelings every so often. Though I find it helps when you surround yourself with friends, doodle the hell out of your sketchbooks and just plain relax. I like to watch the old school Disney cartoons, nothing like a happy go lucky musical~
time for a vacation is more like it D:
latley i have been feeling as stressed as i used to when i was trapped at school (which is where i drew this) and that is not cool.
i dun't wanna turn into a stereotypical drama-illama bawwing furry (lol) but i have to get at least a few more orders done before i can give myslef a week off
-__-;
latley i have been feeling as stressed as i used to when i was trapped at school (which is where i drew this) and that is not cool.
i dun't wanna turn into a stereotypical drama-illama bawwing furry (lol) but i have to get at least a few more orders done before i can give myslef a week off
-__-;
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