My self-care for my body is very important to being very positive in life . I used to be very insecure and sometimes felt a sense of shame for my body , which made me fall into a lot of anxiety and depression . At times when I was comfortable with light clothes , there are some times that I come across negativity that breaks my heart about my confidence. I hated showing my body and my art completely sucked because I never felt motivated to being creative . Time passes by and the world is hit by a pandemic I went through a lot of unfortunate times about the lack of self - care , making myself resentful to others. Then I started to work hard to improve my lifestyle , got involved with my artwork . My time in quarantine changed my mindset with my mental and sexual positivity getting better , now I'm getting THICK ;3