A gift for  kr0wbwolf while I'm doing his list of commissions since he's one of the commissioners I need to finish before taking commission slots back again.

Featuring his pokemon OCs Cinnabun (Scorbunny) and Bloo (Sobble). Also, this is the new drawings where I involved and experimented a line-less drawing. Maybe I should do line-less drawing in the future. It's just really hard to master especially as an artist who get used to having lines as guides in my drawings.

Hope you like it guys, also support me by buying me a coffee on Ko-Fi
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pokemon, characters © respective owners
drawing © 2021 J.L.B. [Jay]

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Also, I'm very very sorry for my inactivity nowadays. It's just, I'm very very shy to all of you. I am still struggling to finding ways to face this phobia of mine and solving other personal problems that I have.

This phobia, it's just this problem that I can't face. I mean, I've faced a lot of problems before but this is the only one so far that I can't get off with.
It's so hard, or rough... Reminding me of my terrifying experiences that made me as I am now.
So, so far I'm still trying to calm myself down and trying to find some answers

It's really suck that I find myself having the extreme type of dental phobia, that it already grew up on me, plus having a lot of problems at home. It's really hard to manage both

I am trying to calm myself by trying to get out of that topic cause mentioning about dentists or dental treatments can cause panic attacks for me, therefore, being depressed

I think, I need a lot of treatment because of this, but I'm not that rich to do so.
Sometimes, I just curled up in my bed, and not doing anything but cry
I just want to get out of it. That's all I am praying these times. Yet, I still can't have it.

I'm very very sorry for giving troubles.