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I had to go into town today, due to the medication i'm currently on and the steroids in my system - I sweat.
I was also anxious of crowds and in a lot of pain.
Getting pissed off at people not following the rules and pushing me, so I became overstimulated!
I had some hurtful comments thrown at me, these are just a few.
The fact people stared, avoided me even 2m+ and acted like I was diseased all because I SWEAT.
If anyone here has been a victim of abuse and bullying know well, comments like this stick...and burn away at your mind.
Thinking bad thoughts to the point of breaking down and finding yourself in a very dark place.
I had horrific things said and done to me through school years and it hurt, I won't lie. It took me back to a dangerous mindset.
Excuse me while I go cry in a corner or in a cave, remote somewhere where I won't get ridiculed for existing.
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I was also anxious of crowds and in a lot of pain.
Getting pissed off at people not following the rules and pushing me, so I became overstimulated!
I had some hurtful comments thrown at me, these are just a few.
The fact people stared, avoided me even 2m+ and acted like I was diseased all because I SWEAT.
If anyone here has been a victim of abuse and bullying know well, comments like this stick...and burn away at your mind.
Thinking bad thoughts to the point of breaking down and finding yourself in a very dark place.
I had horrific things said and done to me through school years and it hurt, I won't lie. It took me back to a dangerous mindset.
Excuse me while I go cry in a corner or in a cave, remote somewhere where I won't get ridiculed for existing.
Thrasher ©
Category All / All
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File Size 232.6 kB
I personally feel disgusted. I grew up with the sting of backstabbers, bullies, and just plain ignorant ppl. I had a poor reputation that left me isolated for 15 years, yeah, I understand.
I had to ask myself, why do I put so much weight into the opinions of others? and why should I waste my time, energy, mental wellbeing, on someone who won't remember me tomorrow?
it wasn't easy for me, and took 3 years to learn the art of, not giving a damn.
as for that mindset? it's beatable, hard, but beatable.
and I'm sure you will.
All my best, and hugs.
I had to ask myself, why do I put so much weight into the opinions of others? and why should I waste my time, energy, mental wellbeing, on someone who won't remember me tomorrow?
it wasn't easy for me, and took 3 years to learn the art of, not giving a damn.
as for that mindset? it's beatable, hard, but beatable.
and I'm sure you will.
All my best, and hugs.
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