thar is awsome i wish had skills like that

that*

Oh wow, that creature behind Dirti looks like a synx. I approve.

Not intentional, its just a creature - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3188770/ Doesn’t actually have a "body" or a face (it is flat behind the mask.)

I know, I just thought it shared an eerie similarity. :D

Whatever gives you a hard on :B
I like Synx anyway, they are creepy as hell.

This piece is like totally venting artwork which is screaming out with feeling and emotional decay.

:/

It is, but it helps me feel better so its done its job.

That is the most important thing.

this really conjures up some shades I wish would stay in the grave where they belong. I wish I could draw vent art like this. It's like my hands and mind won't put down the more scary/painful pieces of my past on paper. Can't write about it, can't draw about it, it just sits in my mind and festers.

Kudos to you!

I know the feeling dont worry, its been almost 11 years and I have only just been able to draw this.

I hope it helps you - I look forward to the day I can get it out of me, and maybe look back without fear. :} strength!

This picture makes me shiver. Not in a good way.
The art is fine, but what it expresses repulses me.
Perhaps that means you get a big 'mission complete'? Heh.

It is strange, how pain and fear can be so binding and chain-like. What is worse, is that we often know exactly what is happening, but we are helpless under the tow of the weakness the hurt leaves behind. The heart does not operate on knowledge and intellect anymore than the mind can work on emotion; if only they did not conflict so much, perhaps fewer people would become caught in such grim honey-traps. Even when you escape them, the scars they leave can cast long shadows. Just try to be careful, even the shadows this stuff leaves behind can be insidious, and can quietly engulf you if you don't keep them in check. Then again, I guess that is what this art is for, right?

Even as the most distant acquaintance on an already virtually anonymous medium, I hope you have risen far above this slice of your past, and this is only a momentary glance back. Babbling over, I guess. :3

I'd offer to help ya out by talking about it with ya, but you probibly have closer people for that. Still, recognizing you have an inner demon is the first step to resolving it, and not letting it manifest in other ways.