Feeling a little emotional today, but in a good way. I have met so many wonderful people and have many dear friends. I really do, and I am so thankful for that. Growing up I had to protect my heart, hide it away, ice it over or turn it to stone.. Even when I had someone special they tried to shield my heart for me, I realize now I don't need that silly shell. It was broken and fragile anyway, it could never protect me and I didn't need it.
My heart is pretty small, and it's a little broken, but regardless of all the old wounds and scars it bares it has a lot of love to share. Just like me.
So picking away the ugly shell and throwing it away, my heart is pretty tender and sensitive, but I think that is what makes me strong in a way. It makes me passionate.
I just couldn't stop listening to this song too. Lol
Chris Daughtry - "Over You"
Ily you friends, fans, family, my room mates, everyone who cares about me and goes out of their way to help me. I never let anyone do it before but letting people help really has done a lot for me.
I don't need just one person, I never did. I was wrong and immature, I had a lot of growing up to do to think I could take on the world like that. Truth is I never did need this little shell. Cause even if my heart gets a little torn, some scratches, or even bleeds a little, I have people who will help me bandage it up and grow stronger from the experience.
Please ignore her obviously broken wrist, I have a lot to learn when it comes to hands/feet drawing. xD;
Thank you everyone here for all of your support, a lot of the time people think one little voice or one or two words mean nothing. Well they meant a whole lot to me when I was feeling down or happy. So thank you everyone for supporting me in my time of need, my art as a profession, and everything else.
Thanks peeps. C: <3
lol can you tell I've been taking WAY to much advil today?
My heart is pretty small, and it's a little broken, but regardless of all the old wounds and scars it bares it has a lot of love to share. Just like me.
So picking away the ugly shell and throwing it away, my heart is pretty tender and sensitive, but I think that is what makes me strong in a way. It makes me passionate.
I just couldn't stop listening to this song too. Lol
Chris Daughtry - "Over You"
Ily you friends, fans, family, my room mates, everyone who cares about me and goes out of their way to help me. I never let anyone do it before but letting people help really has done a lot for me.
I don't need just one person, I never did. I was wrong and immature, I had a lot of growing up to do to think I could take on the world like that. Truth is I never did need this little shell. Cause even if my heart gets a little torn, some scratches, or even bleeds a little, I have people who will help me bandage it up and grow stronger from the experience.
Please ignore her obviously broken wrist, I have a lot to learn when it comes to hands/feet drawing. xD;
Thank you everyone here for all of your support, a lot of the time people think one little voice or one or two words mean nothing. Well they meant a whole lot to me when I was feeling down or happy. So thank you everyone for supporting me in my time of need, my art as a profession, and everything else.
Thanks peeps. C: <3
lol can you tell I've been taking WAY to much advil today?
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The funny thing about life is we're SUPPOSED to take hits, we're supposed to screw up. Know when you're in the wrong, apologize and learn from it. Also know when it's time to fight, but recognize when the fight's not worth it. Understand that other people go through it too, and never take anything at face value. Stay calm and NEVER make any decisions when you're angry, if you can help it.
Remember who your friends are and that they're there for you ^_^ And if all else fails, if you're ever in doubt... don't be a dick. You should do fine :p
Remember who your friends are and that they're there for you ^_^ And if all else fails, if you're ever in doubt... don't be a dick. You should do fine :p
Yeah, a lot of the time people get wrapped up in themselves and their own problems. It is a pretty common thing and I can understand it since it's usually really overwhelming. But just step back, breathe, take a look at it and think about your options and what you can do. There is usually always a solution! Might not be one you'll like, but it's still for the best.
Me too, he's been doing great at home so far. <3
Me too, he's been doing great at home so far. <3
Aww.. that's so sweet, both the drawing and what you had to say about it. I definitely agree too. Allowing yourself to be open, trusting, and even vulnerable is worth it. There will be times when you get hurt, but with how close you can get to others and make really meaningful relationships, I think it more than makes up for any pain that might come from being so open.
*gives you a big warm hug* :3
*gives you a big warm hug* :3
REALIZATION!!! X3 -tackleglomphug- I love whenever this happens to one of my friends/people I know. I already realize all of this stuff, even if I don't act like it, which is probably why I'm one of the most intelligable 13-year-olds you'll ever know :/
Life isn't about living alone, or else no one would be able to see another. We all need someone to lean on, and that's why we're not alone. Even the strongest of people needs someone else. I think of personalities as masks. The first mask is what everyone sees you as. Mine is a quiet, smart, weird girl. The second mask is what your friends/people you get along with see you as. Mine is a funny, random, spazzy, violent, helpful, slightly bipolar, weird, and smart girl. The third mask is only what your BEST OF FRIENDS see you as. Mine is a depressed, quiet, smart, emo, suicidal, possibly insane, emotionally unstable girl. For most people, the third mask is their final mask, but for me, I also have a 'real me' that only one person has found, and I can't tell you what it is :/ if you want to know, you have to get to know me VERY WELL first :/
Life isn't about living alone, or else no one would be able to see another. We all need someone to lean on, and that's why we're not alone. Even the strongest of people needs someone else. I think of personalities as masks. The first mask is what everyone sees you as. Mine is a quiet, smart, weird girl. The second mask is what your friends/people you get along with see you as. Mine is a funny, random, spazzy, violent, helpful, slightly bipolar, weird, and smart girl. The third mask is only what your BEST OF FRIENDS see you as. Mine is a depressed, quiet, smart, emo, suicidal, possibly insane, emotionally unstable girl. For most people, the third mask is their final mask, but for me, I also have a 'real me' that only one person has found, and I can't tell you what it is :/ if you want to know, you have to get to know me VERY WELL first :/
Nah, see my heart was always a little bit harder than it should have been. But this lack luster shell it was encased with is called foolishness, naivety, immaturity, and just plain ignorance, with a tiny touch of hopefulness. The shell began to crack and chip away over the past year, it keep breaking down a little bit more each and every day. The lost bits were like slivers and stabbing into my own heart. I could feel myself coming poisonous, bitter, distempered. I did not want that, so with not only the help of myself but everyone around I can finally shed this "shell" I clung to for so many years.
same thing (but I'm too lazy to explain myself further XD)...(random off-topic question, but if you had the choice, would you get me something for my birthday?) well, it's a good thing the shell came off. I wish we knew each other irl DX I switch my masks alot XD my friends hardly ever see 'emo me' (mostly because I use a wristband to cover it up...the wristband has given me tan lines since I've been wearing it, which is weird because I don't tan and I hardly ever go outside <.<), and only ONE person has ever seen the 'real me' :/ I wish more people would meet the real me <.< but, judging by the way things are going, that's never going to happen <.<
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