A little more than a year ago I lost my mother. She was very sick.
We were left alone with my dad. But month ago I lost him too, and now I am lost too.
Yes, he was not the best father, but he was my best friend who really loved me.

And I couldn't help him. I couldn`t . He left and said "goodbye".
When I came to him, he was lying on the ground.
My scream will never die in my head. So many people. Police. I couldn`t touch him.
And then I fully realized. That right now I'm alone. Forever. I lost my only loved one,
my best friend, my mentor....my father.

They are like swans - my mom and dad. Forever together and even in a grave.