First, I hate and love my father and if this is how we start this.
I did not have a very happy childhood,
first of all my father is a very joking and loving person in the ordinary aspect but everything changes when it is in the study aspect.
In elementary school, I was a very distracted boy with a strict father (very strict) to the point that if I lost a pencil or a ruler, my father would mark my leg with his belt, not just any type of belt, the type of thick belt .
If my mother intervened, she also received.
my father has a bad temper and I do not blame him, his father also raised him like this "by tapping".
But fortunately we had very few incidents of this type, but you will wonder why we did not report it? That's easy, we are not a family with money, a lawyer would eat up all the savings.
Now if my father was going, like most Paraguayans, we are conservatives, it's not very good for homosexuals or that kind of thing, but that changed a lot over time since here there is already a lot of tolerance but my good father not much .
With everything I told you, I think you will know more or less my situation.
Some years ago he and I made a pact, he did not attack us and we (me and my mother) did not denounce him, you know? So far there have been no incidents, just some discussions but nothing more, I already told him about my renderings but he told me that as long as I interrupted my studies, well, that's how we have been for 3 years.
although because of what happened in my childhood I developed depression, not to mention some financial problems and relationship between father and son.
Every time I have fights with him lately I get a great sadness, I love my father like a son and I admire him since he is quite wise but I hate him when he has that dictator / strict character and I let him know that I do not like that attitude , the good thing is that when he realizes he calms down.
For now everything is more or less well, why more or less? Because the pandemic that has us stressed, in addition to the financial problems that I said earlier.
because of my strict father I didn't have friends in elementary or middle school.
as for my mother she is very good there are no problems with her some crazy things but nothing out of the ordinary.
To avoid being sad, enter the render, that relaxes me, so I created my account here, to forget for a moment my life in reality and because of my father's follies.
As I said before, for now there was no violence of any kind and I hope it continues like this for a long time because I know it will happen and thank you all for the watches I am very happy since we are about to reach 400 watches, once again thank you .
I'.m sorry if it was a long but it should download me to tell the truth