Man, it must be really difficult watching a suicidal person deal with their crippling, debilitating grief the only way they know how to, huh?

I feel for you, I really do. I'm sorry you have to go through this.

*hugs Pandora* I'm so sorry, hun... you shouldn't have to put up with this.

*hugs Pandora tightly and gives her a cookie, then glares daggers at Kitu*

*hugs* I'm so sorry for what they said, you don't deserve that. Please keep making this comic, if only for yourself.

*hugs Pandora*

Don't let their words get to you, they don't know the reason this comic exists. Besides, who cares what some think? This is one of YOUR ways to cope and YOUR story.
*hugs tightly*
I know that I'm just one voice, but I'm one of many voiced and silent that have your back : )

Don't acknowledge them, they get off on it. Grief is hard, deal with it in any way you must. However your art is improving with every page and picture. Good job.

*hug*
Never, ever apologize for grieving, hon.
And never, ever, ever allow someone else to shame or hurt you for going through your process.
*hugs*
...Lavender is right.
This place will be good to you...and for you...if you choose to try, and have patience & courage to risk new connections. It isn’t easy, Little One...but you’re not alone, either, if you just ask.

That's right Mother absolutely correct.

love you pandora, you keep at it especially if this is helping with the grief

Could you take the two seconds to read the title, not click on it, and then spare us your bullshit?

She's using art to express grief over someone's death, not trying to get views, you empathy lacking shitbag

I actually did not know that

My dearest condolences

There is a way, it’s called being an adult and closing the tab

^

Worst take I've ever seen, delete your comment.

This is a horrible thing to say and you should feel horrible for saying it.

Might want to inform yourself of the situation that spawned this comic before making an ass of yourself. This is one of those comments that you should have thought about, and then kept your mouth shut, you immature little shit stain!

YOU.DENSE.MOTHERFUCKER -.-"

fuck you. pandora is using this comic as a way of therapy to get over the loss of a caretaker she was very close with.

Aren't you the apathetic piece of shit to say THAT?!!!
Pandora made this to express her GRIEF for she lost someone DEAR to her so you have NO RIGHT to say that she made this for views.
Delete the comment altogether and leave Pandora ALONE!!!

then unfollow, go away, let the poor girl grieve, shes doing this for herself not you so stay out of it

It's always the bronies.

Always the bronies that are complete twats.

I'm a brony and I agree with everyone that person had no right to say such a thing. Art is to express oneself whether it be happy or sad. I know the feeling of losing a loved one and I think Pandora is a great person and artist to express those feelings.

ummm no. being a brony doesnt make one a twat. being a twat makes one a twat.

I have difficulties with emotion, having a blunted sense of them, but even I know this is unduly harsh. I love Pandora and I am grieving with her over the loss of someone supremely special in her life (and mine as a good friend who really helped me out). This is her version of art therapy as a means to work through her jagged grief. Please delete your comment and stop trying to get so much attention with such thoughtless comments in the future.

The part I found ironic is they more-or-less accused Pandora of attention seeking while making a clearly attention-seeking comment.

Indeed.

I believe the phrase is "if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all"?

Not much else I can say that hasn't already been said, but yeah next time keep your awful opinions about something you don't know anything about to yourself. Or better yet, try to understand what's going on and use some basic empathy instead of being an edgy cynic.

Oh boo fuckin hoo for you, huh? She's grieving, she's dealing with something fucking traumatic, it was your decision to look closer and your decision to comment this bullshit. People like you disgust me.

Your comment is bad and you should feel bad.

This has to be one of the most ignorant, self-centered and all around dumbest fucking takes I've seen on this website yet.
I'm not even mad, I'm just disappointed someone would go out of their way to be like this.

Wow, this was so uncalled for.
For once, it's vent art, and it's a way the artist is trying to deal with a loss they had recently. The last thing Pan needs is someone coming up and throwing shitty comments at them.
If you don't like it, just close the tab and move along.

Why did you have to comment on this? This is a very personal comic, and a way to work through some very tough emotions. I’m sorry that it may have upset you but trashing someone’s work like that helps nothing

You clearly don't understand how people process emotions, let alone grief do you? How pitiful. Truly I pity you Kitu. Also, even people who suffer such a tragic lack of empathy generally understand etiquette and somehow even that seems lost on you. Be a dear and shut up will you? If one does not break into a funeral home to harass the mourners, then they ought to be wise enough not to do so in other instances of grief. Keep digging that hole filth and may you find a depth low enough that you feel comfortable stopping.

In the nicest way possible, eat shit. Reconsider what led you to being so vile to someone who's grieving, and fuck off out of here until you can truly apologize 😊

You could always unwatch. You wouldn't see it in your subscriptions that way

(Yes I'm actually trying to be helpful)

you must be dense as fuck to not realize what this is about, do you now?

Hey maybe someone went through some emotional events recently and is using their platform to express their emotions and maybe you shouldn't be a judgmental fuck because you think the world should cater strictly to your interest. There are other people behind these avatars living lives as complex as yours and you shouldn't expect them to only do shit for you.

Wow, you're fucking horrible. o_o

I'm sure the dozens of other comments have left their mark, but seriously, this shit is uncalled for and extremely rude. She's using this comic as a way to deal with a tragic loss and the grief that followed, and yet here you are, throwing out a thoughtless comment on how she's milking it for e-clout.

In short, fuck off.

Fuck you, don't mess with Pandora.

someone needs to learn what empathy is.

Pandora is using their art to help them cope with everything they have going on right now, which is a million times better than what some would revert to (such as substances or worse)

If you cant say anything nice, dont say anything at all!

Kitu if you ACTUALLY Read the beginning she said. A WARNNING Disclaimer that this will contain Depression, Suicidal things, Grief And more. So if u dealing with any of it ATM. This may not be for u to watch. So u reading this on your own risk.

finally someone who got the same opinion on that than me...

Sweet, anyone else wanna volunteer to join my block list?

I blocked evokez? It was dumb of him to apologize CharliePupper shout you didn't notice last month ago

Your shout is mostly gone because evokez? Who is he but he had no right to say so many sorry on shout because it deletes

WOW, your words imply you KNOW what happened and STILL feel that way. You're an even bigger dick than Kitu.

Why don't you eat shit and choke on it you fucking troglodyte.

Wow, kitu, now I consider you as a piece of low lever, irresponsible, self centered, egotistical piece of dog $&@$ for having to say this after someone lost the person that is very close to the heart. This comic is not an easy subject to draw and she is continuing to help her cope with grieve. You literally have no idea what it’s like to see that person one day and the next, well, you words are terrible as you are. And pandora, keep up the good work. It’s never easy in this world and I have lost 2 really great ppl in my life years ago. I still get shaking up a bit even after 10, and 30 years. Always express how you feel. And she will always be proud of you no matter what. :)

Shut, and I cant stress this next part enough, the FUCK up.

You managed to look like a bigger douche than the dude from that journal who wanted Pandora to continue a comic series "for the fans," I'm impressed. And yeah, their stuff is pretty tragic since someone incredibly close to them killed themselves. Artists tend to express themselves in kind during dark times in their lives. If you're not a fan of that, then clear out instead of being a dick and accusing them of...my interpretation of your words being "intentionally writing depressing stuff for views" and "attention seeking" when it's pretty far from that. And for someone accusing *others* of seeking attention, you sure know the right words to say to make a comment section all about you...

TL;DR, you're a piece of shit, you clearly don't know or care what's going on to Pandora, and you really need to think your comments through before posting them in the future...or don't, and just keep making an ass of yourself.

Man panel 2 that really hits when you don't actually see there face is a reminder you wont get to see it again turely...

I don't know how to say how good this comic has been without sounding like an asshole. I think these pages are beautiful. You capture these huge emotions perfectly in a style that belongs exclusively to you. I wish the comic didn't need to exist, but I think you're doing a fantastic job of it.

I know this is very late, but I wasn't able to respond at the time, and I just came across this comment again.

I really appreciated what you said (and still do), thank you. (And yes, it is Copic). ❤

This comic is your way to try close that pain on your heart in many moments can feel you can't continue you must take the time ofor make each page the time you need this comic not are for your followers are for you maybe in a moment feel like need more time for a page and don't feel bad for that but if your followers understand you will wait the time you need

(sorry if are a bit difficult for understand I am from Chile and sometimes make me difficult to make me understand)

I send nanais

This comic is hard to read due to the subject matter, but most of us were prewarned about that and knew what we were getting into. The art (As always, with your work) is amazing, and gosh you can feel the emotion something fierce.

I think I echo Marina on how sad it is that some folk lack empathy, it's been a long while since I found a comment...rile me up. Like it hasnt happened to me in years, I can brush trolls off like annoying little bugs, but seeing that guy above...really did make me cross, you don't deserve that kind of response.

What a cockwomble.

Yeah, seriously Star... I swear some people just exist to be the asshole simply to see if they can get away with it. :/

What a job it's going to be to keep Pandora safe and content. Wonder how many friends she can make at daycare.

this must really be hard for you. i really cant imagine losing someone like that.

This comic hits hard in many ways - Your expressing your pain , sorrow, hurt , all ur buried emotions in very clear to understand way ,, Thank you - I didn't know your mommy , but saw via Twitter that many have/had and My Condolences for your loss **Hugs** Stay Strong Sweetie :)

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I will like to say on a art subject , how much your style has improved :) :)
The way u draw the emotions ( The burst of sadness , the tears , and the pure sorrow in some parts ) Your hitting all these emotions with clarity in your art :) Keep going and don't force yourself / over due it - breath when you need to :)

-(Stay strong and bright Pandora)-

*hugs*

I know we don't interact, but I wanted to say that your work is amazing, and I'm glad you have found a coping mechanism by drawing this. Don't listen or take heed to any of the clowns complaining about how it's "too sad" or how it "needs more diapers" or whatever the heck else people are saying.

We love you, Pandora.

Pandora, keep going. I know it's painful; that is seen so clearly in your art and story as it progresses, but working through your grief will help you to process and compartmentalise things in the future. She has left such a black hole in so many people's lives, you most of all being so close to her event horizon, but she will always be with you. So try to focus on all the good things she gave to you, rather than what has been lost and what could have been.

We are all here for you; you are not alone.

*huggles lots* <3

The final panel.I won't be surprised if something bad is going to happen but you just feel so much for Pandora you just hope the next page provides a bit of reprieve for her or at least something to wake her up from this dream/nightmare.

*Hugs*

You can taste the feels! So intense. You can feel the emotions and I honestly think it's improving your style.

I am glad...and really hope...this journey is helping you...and I am glad that you are sharing it, so we can share in that journey alongside you.

Keep up the great work! And don't let the haters bring you down.

Yeah most of you already stole my thunder, on this point. Pandora we got your back on this and you aren’t alone. As for the haters...politely go pound sand and Sod off!

I love the traditional looking background. Do you do these on paper first?

*Commenting again after reading the comments* This story is wonderful. It’s heart wrenching to say the least but it’s great for people to get things off their chest. Maybe stories like these will get people to look at someone’s life and see what they’re going through and hopefully try and make them more empathetic. Keep up the good work and I can’t wait to see more

I feel for you, Pandora. I'd hug the depression out of you and tell you it's be ok... And it will... I still have hope that it'll be OK... *hugs* unu

I really don't generally follow babyfur related stuff...But this...This gets me. The facial expressions are so agonizingly well drawn and just the first few pages hit me hard because I've seen that expression on my face far more often than I'd care to admit... Pangs of the accompanying, numb, wounded, sorrowful miasma return to me. That's depression captured in a wonderfully, terribly poignant set of images. It's actually an oddly healing thing. I do hope that this is truly helping you find some manner of peace. Best of luck.

Everyone has wings in this dream

New Headcanon: there's a country called "Wingland" and everyone born there has wings and that's where Pandora came from

Right in the heart.

*Hug* You'll get through this.

This is especially painful today after I dreamt something similar last night, seeing Rebecca and my other friends who have gone on ahead behind a door I couldn't open.

Keep going strong. Your doing great. You are a wonderful person and I hope you stay with us.

What? Where is she now? Preschool, or the doctor?

preschool

My sincere condolences...while I do not know how it felt, I can't help but imagine being utterly devastating if I were to lose someone very close to me one day. I pray for your well-being of coping and getting through this.

I was very surprised to see you were brave enough to draw even part of her. Im very proud of you for that! <3
And dont even give ignorant people the time of day. I think its safe to say that the vast majority of people here understand the importance of what youre doing and the immense strength you have for pushing through it!

I don't trust this, I hope Pandora's gonna be okay

One moment it's happy then bam, nightmare,nightmare,nightmare

I'm truly sorry for your loss... To be honest...this kind of story takes a lot of courage to write...let alone make it into a comic. A while back...I lost both my grandparents within a month...and...it was next to impossible to focus on anything...I couldn't imagine how hard it would be to write a story about a loved one who passed on...You are a lot stronger than you think you are...and you have all of us by your side...don't ever forget that.

i couldnt even begin to know what your going through if this comic is helping you cope with your loss then post it as often and everywhere it can be and ignore asshats that want to say otherwise its your art and your coping not theirs

First comment was somewhat of a douche, this art is raw but its very real, and i can feel every ounce of pain poured into it. Keep pushing through, i believe in you. Though im sure it doesn't mean a ton to hear by now.

Oh the feels 🥺🥺🥺

*hugs you* Stay strong, Pandora. You can get through this. I know it.

This comic hurts to read as an outsider to the whole thing, I can only imagine how it feels to live it...

I really hope creating this comic helps you through this tough time like you've said.

That said, after that stalker on the journal, and now the two bitching at the top of the comments about you posting these comics, I'm just left to wonder; did these life events of yours, after documenting them here in various ways, trigger an ADB (All Dickheads Bulletin) somewhere and that's why they're flocking to your stuff all of a sudden? I don't recall this many horrible people cropping up before all this happened, so it must be the proper explanation. Good thing block lists aren't limited... Sorry for what you're going through on BOTH fronts.

Pandora, just remember all of us, your fans, are here for you. We will help you in any way we can because we care.

i really hope the dream starts treating pandora well now. she's been through so much, poor girl needs a break :( hang in there pan, i believe in you

I understand what it is to lose a loved one and in my case on two occasions, just be strong and hold on to the good memories and not the loss, since with the memory we keep them alive

*gives Pandora lots of hugs* I could imagine what you were going through when you drew panel 2. it's not easy seeing something that reminds you of your lost loved ones. believe me I know that all too well when it came to my grand aunt. I know the pain and grief your going through too well.

just know you got all of us here to help you and comfort you to get through this.

Damn I can feel your pain having someone important in your life leave you is hard to even have to experience like my little brother who passed away years ago and to still remember how he passed away is just too unbearable to to think about but through the years I have learned how to deal with the pain and found a way how to support it, I just express myself to someone or something and I just try to remember that no matter what I have to keep going forward into life and don't look back because if do that pain will just intensify to the point where I can't support it no more and end my life. But all I have to say is that you should know that there is other people that love you also and that don't want you to get hurt so please keep going on with life and you will feel better.

:'(

Come here Pandora come on sit down and play with me I need someone to draw with me if you ok with this?

Pandora.. I may not know you. But you are ALLOWED to grieve. Just don't let anyone try to stop you from doing so. It would only hurt you and your other mama in the long run. I see a little girl that is just trying to understand everything.. trying to process it all. But the pain is not easy to understand.. I don't think any of us can understand this pain. You are a brave little girl and using the creativity to drive the pain down in any way you can. Drawing your mommy must have been hardest thing ever to do. She would understand. Your other mama would understand why. You got supporters everywhere. Even the unseen ones.

Once again, I am so very sorry for your loss. If you need anything.. my notes are open. My little, Dwifty sends his sorries as well. He hates seeing other littles hurt.

This hurts to read but only because every bit of it shows how much you are hurting. I'm not telling you i hope to get over your loss. But i hope that maybe someday you get to experience piece and happiness again.

I'm sorry. That's all. I am truly.

I really feel bad for Pandora, take care you delicate little flower *cries into a pillow*

Your new story is really good so far. I dont know what else to say other than hang in there. I wish you didn't have to do go through this grief

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I am so sorry about that

Oh man I have had this feeling way too many times it sucks

Goddamn it its 3:26 in the morning and im crying cause of this sadness, i know what its like to lose someone you love at a very young age and that shit dont ever really go away but all i can say is that things can always get worse, but that always means they can always be better. The people who loved you may be gone but that dosent mean they would have wanted you to give up on living, for all the peoplesout there dealing with depression and heart break you can get through it, just take on every day one at a time.

*hugs gently and strokes her head* shh