Lost in Regression- Page 8
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I still hear her singing "You Are My Sunshine" in my head periodically, and it kills me every. Single. Time.
Her voice and that song used to bring me so much comfort and happiness. All they bring me now is excruciating pain.
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I still hear her singing "You Are My Sunshine" in my head periodically, and it kills me every. Single. Time.
Her voice and that song used to bring me so much comfort and happiness. All they bring me now is excruciating pain.
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Don’t let it cause you pain. She loves you so much. That’s why she sang to you. When you hear her singing to you, don’t let it cause you pain. Instead, let it bring you comfort and joy that you were able to spend that time together, and because you still remember the the good and wonderful times you shared. You know, I almost wonder if when you hear her singing it’s because she’s checking on you. I believe that our friends and family that have passed on come down from heaven to see and check on us. And when we’re really missing them, they try to do something to tell us that they’re okay and that they’re looking after us. So maybe when you hear her singing, it’s her way of letting you know that she’s okay, and her way of doing something to help sooth you. That’s what I think at least.
I’m noticing the way you colour the background. It really makes it feel like it’s not.. quite there. It adds more to the emotion and feeling you are sharing with us. And it’s painful I won’t lie, everytime I look at the pages I’m about to cry myself.
I may not ever have known her. But I get the sense she truly did love and care for you and I’m so so sorry for the loss and pain you’ve had to experience. Allow yourself to grieve for as long as necessary. No amount is ‘too long’
I may not ever have known her. But I get the sense she truly did love and care for you and I’m so so sorry for the loss and pain you’ve had to experience. Allow yourself to grieve for as long as necessary. No amount is ‘too long’
Sometimes the most random things will.
I had a pet cat for years and years, and every time I'd get a steak with my groceries he'd run up and beg for pieces of it. After I had to put him to sleep from throat cancer I couldn't bring myself to eat steak again for over a year. Even when its not another human it can still get you hard.
I had a pet cat for years and years, and every time I'd get a steak with my groceries he'd run up and beg for pieces of it. After I had to put him to sleep from throat cancer I couldn't bring myself to eat steak again for over a year. Even when its not another human it can still get you hard.
I've lost many pet ratties due to a variety of things; losing a pet is never easy, so I understand your pain. :(
*huggles lots*
But my earlier comment was made because it directly related to Pandora's text description in the post; like I said, it is a sad coincidence that my Daddy and I sing the same song as Pandora and her passed Mommy. :'(
*huggles lots*
But my earlier comment was made because it directly related to Pandora's text description in the post; like I said, it is a sad coincidence that my Daddy and I sing the same song as Pandora and her passed Mommy. :'(
Oh I know, just saying that sometimes its stuff you don't even realize until after the fact. Like it becomes so normal for you that you don't really even consider it a thing until the person is gone.
My uncle passed away from a heart attack when I was in high school and about a year later my aunt called my mother in tears because a power outage wiped the memory on her answering machine (this was a WHILE ago mind you) and the recording had been in his voice. She didn't want to delete it, and losing it because of a sudden electrical surge was like losing him again.
My uncle passed away from a heart attack when I was in high school and about a year later my aunt called my mother in tears because a power outage wiped the memory on her answering machine (this was a WHILE ago mind you) and the recording had been in his voice. She didn't want to delete it, and losing it because of a sudden electrical surge was like losing him again.
Hey I know advice from a stranger wont help much but, If it help it helps i guess. I know it's cliche and especially hard, but don't dwell on the sadness of her passing, but remember the good times. And I know from experience remembering all the good things hurts. It really hurts like hell, but it's better to hold onto those bittersweet memories instead of focusing on the negatives. I'm sorry you have to go through all this.
You hang in there Pandora! Everyone is here to support you and make sure you stay strong. Loss is very hard to deal with but you can do this!! You can pull through! Again everyone is here and knows what you are dealing with, hell probably majority of the people are going through the same thing... You stay strong and keep yourself together!
Be happy for what you had. It sounds dumb n isn't easy but do it. I'm 38 years old, sick, gonna pass soon. The only people that ever accepted me or my little side. The only ones to take care of me. Were people i had to pay to pretend they cared. Be happy for what you had. Many of us will never know anything good enough to feel loss over. Wishing you well and loving your work.
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