I work.

I would like to share with you the current state of affairs.

Today my mother and I were near the Russian embassy. As a result, we forgot to register by email, so we were not allowed in.

Then I found out on their website that I could not apply for citizenship in my country, as my mother really wanted. The laws have changed. Now I need to come to Russia and apply for participation in the "Russian native speaker" program.

The 1200 dollars collected for moving to Russia is also a small amount, because you need a lot of documents, a lot. This means that I need to work harder.

Sorry, I just really enjoy chatting, but I've completely lost my communication skills lately, and WIP with text messaging can help with both with communication and with more frequent uploading of pictures.

This account combines both soul and work at the same time. I would like to make money enjoying my work, and also develop in parallel what I wanted - my characters and the universe, as well as blogging and much, much more.

To be honest, for a long time I was ashamed to get pleasure from it, because work suffers, not entertainment, as I was always told everywhere.
But I want to live my life as happily as possible, and work done for pleasure will be better in quality, because my productivity is directly dependent on my mental state.

To be honest, constantly loading yourself with work and deeds, it becomes morally easier. Because I don't think about my real mental problems and the past, but I live in the present. I don't dive into myself and my worries.

True, this is bad for my physical health. But in fact, my psychoses harm my health much more than work, because with psychosis I can both eat a large number of pills and inflict other self-harm on myself.

Not sure if all this is worth writing to WIP. It seems that all this should be write in the journal.