I can relate on many of those things. :) I just tell myself "gonna be okay" and keep going. I figure whether I plan to or not, I'll end up somewhere and hopefully the input I give will made a difference! If not, I can always say I tried. ;)

*nods*

awwww, im so sorry sweety. If you wanna talk anytime i haave my messenger info up on my page or just note me <3

Like I said this was a simple rant Im fine now, thank you tho <3

<3 you

have a good one im here anytime

Dun make me have to cuddle you! D:

I'll join in if i have to!

haha thanks for the thoughts tho.. really Im ok

oh god noooo *runs*

*Glomps and cuddles to death* <3

I can give you confort hugs :(

and i know how you feel, ive spent to many nights doing the same exact thing, luckily, you can draw, and put your feelings on paper... i cant... yet... (im gonna learn damn it! >_<)

when I couldnt draw it I wrote it out or broke something :D

mine usually gets turned inward... and i start tearing myself apart mentally.... ive gotten better about it though, but beign able to draw it would be GREAT!

well any way to show the emotion and get it out there is good for you

good vent. I can relate too for what it's worth. Its's not a bad thing to be childlike in some things, no mater what they tell you. Being adult and joyless is not mandatory.

seriously I love to have a good time and if that means playing a video game than by god Im gonna

they call you juvenile for playing video games? In my opinion that's laughable. Maybe they have no analog in their experiences, but the facts are there... Games are an INTENSELY adult oriented industry. The fact that the game industry rivals movies now would seem to speak toward that. Just be thankful you don't collect toys. We don't get no respect XD

I know a lot of people here have offered their shoulders to "cry" on, so to speak, and several of them have said they can relate. So I suppose another message of the same sort would just be redundant, but here it is anyway. My yahoo is nyght_of_shadows.

Well, that sounded fairly depressed....>.> Blah, you know the drill. "If you ever wanna talk, blah blah blah." Let's sum it up with this, email/message me sometime. I have a lot of those same thoughts, especially the ones about being a nerd and not giving up with you enjoy just because everybody else thinks it's weird/childish/immature/freaky/etc...

What kinds of games do you like? lol Yeah, I'm random that way.