ok here was a pic i was working on showing me(left) and my feelings towards my older brother(right)
i would like to say we had a rivalry.. but sadly my bro has always been 3 years older and has utterly defeated me my entire life.. and has always had a cocky arogent attitude... always trying to make me feel inferior.

now my bro doent look close to that, but the way i draw i draw how people feel internally, and my brother thinks himself as a perfect, that he can do no wrong and so on and so on

the reason though this pic was left unfinished (ex my hair) is that i recently saw a pic of my bro... and i couldn't stop laughing. my bro is now fat.. fatter then i have ever seen anyone in my family.. on top of that he now drinks, and has gone down hill. i knwo it is mean of me to relish the fact my brother isnt compition anymore.. but .. man.. it just makes me feel for once like i am a person instead of beign a carbon copy of him.