about me, my depression and my inactivity
I don't know how to start this but let's see how it works.
I am a happy, friendly, loving person but I have a tendency to get very depressed, when I started the year I had a great depression, I don't know why, they are attacks that appear for no reason.
During the entire pandemic, I was able to control that sadness and my mind telling myself that nobody loved me.
of course ignoring that voice that told me that but that loaded with the relationship of father and son that I have with my father is not helping me.
I have a not so good child, I still don't know if I should say this since I prefer to keep all this private.
This year was one of the worst, not so much because of the covic but because of my depression that was quite strong, I was already thinking of leaving this world but decided to continue since I knew that there are people who really value me.
that's the reason why I don't make any more posters or I'm as active as before.
I am quite clumsy, immature and forgetful.
In summary: I am a 19 year old boy who had problems in his childhood, with a depression that is not winning nor losing the battle, I am trying to be happy but it is becoming more difficult every time.
I was wondering if I should do this or not
I am a happy, friendly, loving person but I have a tendency to get very depressed, when I started the year I had a great depression, I don't know why, they are attacks that appear for no reason.
During the entire pandemic, I was able to control that sadness and my mind telling myself that nobody loved me.
of course ignoring that voice that told me that but that loaded with the relationship of father and son that I have with my father is not helping me.
I have a not so good child, I still don't know if I should say this since I prefer to keep all this private.
This year was one of the worst, not so much because of the covic but because of my depression that was quite strong, I was already thinking of leaving this world but decided to continue since I knew that there are people who really value me.
that's the reason why I don't make any more posters or I'm as active as before.
I am quite clumsy, immature and forgetful.
In summary: I am a 19 year old boy who had problems in his childhood, with a depression that is not winning nor losing the battle, I am trying to be happy but it is becoming more difficult every time.
I was wondering if I should do this or not
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Nós estaremos do seu lado, por isso não se sinta tão depressivo, até eu mesmo me sinto assim às vezes, inclusive com motivos familiares. Mas olha só até onde você chegou? Há muitas coisas que nos esperam pela frente não é hora de desistir, siga forte e pense positivo!
Nota: Eu também tenho minha forma animatronica mas ela ainda é inexistente para artes, então... *Abraços metálicos*
Nota: Eu também tenho minha forma animatronica mas ela ainda é inexistente para artes, então... *Abraços metálicos*
friend, depression is serious. When you are calmer I recommend that you seek help. A psychiatrist or a therapist. They will know how to guide you, we are not friends and you don't even know me, but I met people who went through this situation and only managed to get through this because they sought help. I wish you well and that you can go through this, because I have gone through this situation several times.
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