So, Friday my stepmom was taken to the hospital...she called 911, due to serious complications (there's a possibility she has a severe bladder infection and it may have gone to her kidneys), and the paramedics got to our place, asked her a bunch of questions, and I was getting reminded of not even 2 months ago...(August 24th), when she came down with severe food poisoning and it made me have a breakdown, well, after she was taken to the hospital I headed outside and just cried.

The emotions from that night when she was blacking out and barely able to speak due to how bad the food poisoning was, is still pretty fresh and it was traumatic seeing her like that. Now she's in the hospital again and will be until next tuesday (maybe longer, I don't know..) and it's just been a really hard couple of days and I'm not dealing with it well. It hasn't even been two months and she's in the hospital AGAIN and I'm just mess right now so this is a vent piece because I'm just...not dealing with this well ><.

I've been trying to keep vent art out of my gallery but I needed to post this because I just...I need to let people know how I'm doing, I guess.