"as i thought, i figured i couldnt do it. Despite that, i kept on trying, over and over, to move away from that life. That it would never find me again and leave me as i want to live, on my own terms. At last when i got the very chance i seeked, the chance to be free i turned it down.
or so have i thought"

i kinda messed up the effects on the offhand sword oh well