I was having an absolutly horrible afternoon after coming back home from my boyfriend Tyler's house.
Not only did I have the laptop problems at his place...
But after I got home, I started cooking (we had Salmon today UwU) we went down into the living room to eat and watch an episode of Supernatural before Ty had to go home to get ready for his new job. But like, my parents will leave doors and windows open so there are gnats, flies, crickets, spiders, just bugs everywhere. I was getting really irritated with gnats landing on me while I was trying to cuddle Ty during the rest of our show... and then one just decided that my ear canal was a great landing strip. That in itself was enough to severely irritate me and put me in a bad mood. Then there was also the fact that my parents turned the AC off in 80 degree weather because there was just a nice breeze outside, and I cant handle heat very well, so I was also hot and sweat as fuck.
After the episode ended, I went upstairs to say my goodbyes to Ty and get ready for work so I could get some shit done before bed (I got to bed at 7pm now to stay on schedule with Ty). But I remembered I had to clean my dishes from cooking dinner, and that was just instant stress and depression. I broke a little and Ty did his best to comfort me for about 20 minutes before I started cleaning dishes and he left for home. I got the dishes done and that only left me 30 minutes until 7. I figured "well Ill just reconnect my tablet to the PC"
JUST FOR MY PC TO FREEZE UP 3 SEPARATE FUCKING TIMES ON A WINDOWS UPDATE. When it finally wanted to accept the update it restarted like 5 different times in 20 minutes before it finally started working properly.
I was even deeper in depression at this point, I felt like I could barely function... All I could really think of was drawing my comfort character Link (who you see below). I got even more stressed because I was worried my clients would get severely mad at me for working on a personal piece and not on and commissions... But I took my mental health over work and took the time to make something for myself because I knew for a damn fact it would help.
and what do you know, 2 and a half hours later Im 100% better and have a god damn gorgeous piece of my boy Link.
I really hope you guys understand... Commission work will happen 5am sharp in the morning ❤ ;v; you guys have my fucking word
Not only did I have the laptop problems at his place...
But after I got home, I started cooking (we had Salmon today UwU) we went down into the living room to eat and watch an episode of Supernatural before Ty had to go home to get ready for his new job. But like, my parents will leave doors and windows open so there are gnats, flies, crickets, spiders, just bugs everywhere. I was getting really irritated with gnats landing on me while I was trying to cuddle Ty during the rest of our show... and then one just decided that my ear canal was a great landing strip. That in itself was enough to severely irritate me and put me in a bad mood. Then there was also the fact that my parents turned the AC off in 80 degree weather because there was just a nice breeze outside, and I cant handle heat very well, so I was also hot and sweat as fuck.
After the episode ended, I went upstairs to say my goodbyes to Ty and get ready for work so I could get some shit done before bed (I got to bed at 7pm now to stay on schedule with Ty). But I remembered I had to clean my dishes from cooking dinner, and that was just instant stress and depression. I broke a little and Ty did his best to comfort me for about 20 minutes before I started cleaning dishes and he left for home. I got the dishes done and that only left me 30 minutes until 7. I figured "well Ill just reconnect my tablet to the PC"
JUST FOR MY PC TO FREEZE UP 3 SEPARATE FUCKING TIMES ON A WINDOWS UPDATE. When it finally wanted to accept the update it restarted like 5 different times in 20 minutes before it finally started working properly.
I was even deeper in depression at this point, I felt like I could barely function... All I could really think of was drawing my comfort character Link (who you see below). I got even more stressed because I was worried my clients would get severely mad at me for working on a personal piece and not on and commissions... But I took my mental health over work and took the time to make something for myself because I knew for a damn fact it would help.
and what do you know, 2 and a half hours later Im 100% better and have a god damn gorgeous piece of my boy Link.
I really hope you guys understand... Commission work will happen 5am sharp in the morning ❤ ;v; you guys have my fucking word
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