i was feeling rather melancholic earlier and i started venting in discord, and it turned out to form something resembling a poem. so i made a couple minor changes and decided to upload it.

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chat's dead and I'm alone again
hugging my pillow, pretending it's another person doesn't work
i don't want to be alone

i'm lying in bed thinking about past mistakes
can't get this out of my head
i want to create but these thoughts won't stop