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and i'm sorry to everyone whos been waiting on art from me, i'm nearly late on my own birthday art things are just that awful for my mental health..
Were it not a danger to be anywhere other than home because of covid being sure death if I got it [I'm super high risk after nearly dying last year to pneumonia] I would have gone to the crisis center.. My body is refusing anti-depressants so .. thats great
Found out i'm going to need both of my knees entirely recreated surgically, [Year+ recovery per leg] my kneecaps are too far to the side, too high on my leg, and Too far away from bone to provide even the slightest stabilization which is why i'm so crippled.
My disabled ass is suffering.
RIP Clayton Booth- August 31st, 1995 to July 14th, 2009
I will always honor his last wish of never being forgotten if its the last thing I do.
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Were it not a danger to be anywhere other than home because of covid being sure death if I got it [I'm super high risk after nearly dying last year to pneumonia] I would have gone to the crisis center.. My body is refusing anti-depressants so .. thats great
Found out i'm going to need both of my knees entirely recreated surgically, [Year+ recovery per leg] my kneecaps are too far to the side, too high on my leg, and Too far away from bone to provide even the slightest stabilization which is why i'm so crippled.
My disabled ass is suffering.
RIP Clayton Booth- August 31st, 1995 to July 14th, 2009
I will always honor his last wish of never being forgotten if its the last thing I do.
Past Years art:
2019
2018
2017
2016
2015
2014
2013
2012
2011
2010
2009
Category All / All
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 2100 x 1096px
File Size 1.6 MB
Lamento si no se hablar ingles.
He leido tu descripcion y los demas dibujos que le hiciste en los años anteriores, eres un buen amigo y el esta feliz de que lo recuerdes siempre, puede que estes pasando por un momento dificil, no puedo hacer nada estando aqui pero dire que se fuerte, sigue asi
He leido tu descripcion y los demas dibujos que le hiciste en los años anteriores, eres un buen amigo y el esta feliz de que lo recuerdes siempre, puede que estes pasando por un momento dificil, no puedo hacer nada estando aqui pero dire que se fuerte, sigue asi
little translation: Sorry if I don't know how to speak english
I've read your description and the other drawings that you made for him in the past years, you're a good friend and he's happy that you remember him forever, could be that you're going through a hard time, can't do anything being here but I would say that you are strong, keep up like that!
I've read your description and the other drawings that you made for him in the past years, you're a good friend and he's happy that you remember him forever, could be that you're going through a hard time, can't do anything being here but I would say that you are strong, keep up like that!
Estoy usando Google Translate, así que me disculpo si mi respuesta está redactada de manera extraña.
Eso significa mucho, muchas gracias. Fue mi primer novio que me salvó del suicidio cuando era joven y mis padres abusaron de mí. Él fue la primera persona en este mundo que realmente se preocupó por mí, así que es lo menos que puedo hacer para agradecerle y celebrar su (y mi) cumpleaños todos los años.
Eso significa mucho, muchas gracias. Fue mi primer novio que me salvó del suicidio cuando era joven y mis padres abusaron de mí. Él fue la primera persona en este mundo que realmente se preocupó por mí, así que es lo menos que puedo hacer para agradecerle y celebrar su (y mi) cumpleaños todos los años.
I'm very sorry to hear about your condition. I cannot even imagine what you must be going through.
I'm fairly new around here so maybe I can't really relate or resonate with this situation as much as all of your older watchers, but the hardships of having so many medical issues must be deeply troubling and I can only wish you the best.
I'm fairly new around here so maybe I can't really relate or resonate with this situation as much as all of your older watchers, but the hardships of having so many medical issues must be deeply troubling and I can only wish you the best.
When you have hit rock bottom, the only way forwards is up.
You continue to inspire me and many other people here in this community with your infectious bubbly warmth and compassion for others despite the horrendous cards life has dealt you. You are a wonderful person, and deserve to be given a break from all the negativity that has come your way.
I sincerely hope that your operations change your life for the better once you have recovered, and I am sure that Clayton was able to pass peaceful in the knowledge that you would always hold them dear to you.
Stay strong, we all have got your back <3 <3
You continue to inspire me and many other people here in this community with your infectious bubbly warmth and compassion for others despite the horrendous cards life has dealt you. You are a wonderful person, and deserve to be given a break from all the negativity that has come your way.
I sincerely hope that your operations change your life for the better once you have recovered, and I am sure that Clayton was able to pass peaceful in the knowledge that you would always hold them dear to you.
Stay strong, we all have got your back <3 <3
I'm sending you all the well wishes and good vibes, because you deserve good things and happiness, even in such a shitty year with such shitty circumstances.
I hope the recovery you face in the future is easy and swift, and everything that comes before is not complicated.
This year hasn't been easy at all, but you are so strong and so loved, and I'm sure he's smiling down on you, even during your darkest days.
I just went though all the pics and I'm sobbing, don't mind me.
I hope the recovery you face in the future is easy and swift, and everything that comes before is not complicated.
This year hasn't been easy at all, but you are so strong and so loved, and I'm sure he's smiling down on you, even during your darkest days.
My deepest condolences to you, seeing the pics your made for Clayton every year is very.. well, words cannot describe to your devotion to keeping his memory alive. Know that no one is ever really gone, he watches over you to this day. I also pray that you stay strong through these troubling times, and that you remain healthy and happy.
Stay Strong Meep. :,3
Stay Strong Meep. :,3
Hey. I was just looking back through all of the posts, and you got some tears outta me not gonna lie (a lotta tears actually ;W;). This is beautiful, and im sure hed be happy knowing you still havent forgotten this long. Youre an amazing person and im so glad you made it another year to create this gorgeous piece. Please, have a wonderful day <3
I'm pretty new here as well. Really sorry for your loss, he must have been a really incredible guy. I wish you the best of luck with your knees. I don't know if that can help lower the stress but I know someone who had cancer and had to get one of their lung removed last year. They got covid earlier and it went fine even if their immune system is compromised. Just to say that even you are at high risk, it doesn't mean there's no hope if you get it. Try to stay active as best you can, if you can't go out or don't want to because it's too risky you should probably get some vitamin D to compensate for the lack of sun. And don't forget, when things are bad when you are feeling like depression is dragging you down, tell your friends, they are there for you, reach for the community, we are all here to support you too. Be careful and don't forget, you are a wonderful person.
That's amazing how you've been doing this since 2009. Just watching your art go through so many changes, for you to go through so many and yet still remember and love despite all the bad is absolutely inspirational. I may not know you or him but this is the first time I've seen something like this done and it's absolutely ingrained into my head how strongly you care and how absolutely breath taking this is. I can't wait to see this in following years!!!! Keep up the amazing work and stay safe and stay strong!
You aren’t alone in your struggles, you’ve got a wonderful community of people who love you. I face many of the same issues as you do, being immunocompromised I haven’t left my house since February and I’ve fallen deeper into depression than I thought was possible. You’re a good person Meep, honoring the wish of Clayton. Even though I don’t really know you, if you ever need to talk about anything, I’m around.
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