Every day I wake up to another heart attack
another part of my life I'll never get back
my days are wasted and used up
I'm still hated and bruised up
but I'm back from the dead
to kick him outta my bed
and you outta my head
no more worries or doubts
things I could do fine without
every day I wish I could say that I'm moving on
and I'm staying strong
but sometimes that's not the case
so the pills help it along
Coconut and her claws
furries fursuits and paws
everything is connected
but everything's disrespected
How can you take for granted what you can't live without?
How can you go on living with the pain and the doubt?
There is a debt to pay
and I am here to say
the price ain't looking pretty so you better obey
you cannot run away
but you can save the day
if you use your common sense and don't let your thoughts stray
to greed
to vengeance
otherwise you'll find yourself right back at the entrance
Is there still hope?
Could there still be a chance?
Will you wait around for someone or just ask them to dance?
Is it a hard choice?
Is it a hard life?
I would've done anything just to be his wife
but after all the tears
and after all the pain
I'd rather be dead than crying there in the rain
He never said it
The one thing that I need
is it because I was so needy?
is it cause of my greed?
So I was turned away
but I'm still here today
Though it still haunts me I can play through the pain
I keep my head up
I keep my heart open
I don't apologize just realize that I am still coping
But just how can you lose
something you never had?
With that in mind I understand I shouldn't be sad
I should be mad
he didn't know what he missed
and every moment he's without me
I know that he's pissed
at himself
at the world
at the little blonde skanky thing he calls his girl
Now understand I don't hate
and it's a little too late
for me to go back and try again with so much on my plate
the experiment's over but the lab mouse ain't dead
she was reborn from the ashes of her past as it's said
like a phoenix
in chunky skull kicks
The bitch is ready to take on the all of the haters and pricks
So who's team are you on?
are you ready to play?
or are you gonna avoid black and white and make the world gray?
It's like this every day
the haters come and go
the only thing that seems to stay the same's how little they know