I decided to draw this because I've been rather.. depressed lately. School's not been going particularly well this quarter, and I know I've got no one to blame but myself (though I'll try to hell and back to blame it on everything else.)
I havent' been getting assignments in very well, I've missed obscene amounts of class, and just.. ugh. I really hate it

I think it may be because of the recent schedule change our school (brown college) underwent, which pretty much torpedoed everyone into stressvilled holding a handfull of depressants and some vodka.

They shortened our school weeks, which you'd think was a good move, but it means we're cramming more hours into 10 weeks instead of 11. Earlier starts and later endings. I'm ALWAYS late for my classes on tuesdays and thursdays because of this.

On top of that, they cut our between-quarter break to one week instead of 2, which may sound like me crying about it lik ea little sissy boy, but we don't get holiday breaks.
Summer break? nope. Christmas break? between quarters, etc.

I heard we MIGHT get a 2 week break for summer, but I've no grounds for that.

so on top of all of that, all of my classes are design classes, meaning lots of photoshop and art and shit, which you'd THINK would be a good fit for me, but I don't fucking feel like it any more.
You can only make a horse run one course so often before he becomes bored with it and wants to run something else. For me, it's hating drawing for classes. it's always the same bland shit that's forced upon me with multiple medias and shit. I HATE working outside of pencil or ink, just to put it in perspective for you.

I don't mind photoshop, because it's clean.

I'm being forced for an assignment that was due yesterday, to draw 6 pictures (2' x 2' I think.. maybe 4) 3 color, and 3 black and white. I've got to use scratch board. ergh. and some manner of color. I suck at color - especially fucking traditiona. Photoshop is forgiving, traditional media just cock slaps you and says "do it over" if your blue isn't where it should be.

huff. and then there's the lack of sleep. I don't sleep any more. I get maybe 5 hours a night, which was enough inhighschool, but now that I'm an adult, I need to sleep like a big boy, and I'm always fucking tired. it makes me irritable and lethargic. and uncooperative.
it also makes me hate interacting with bubbly people who want to cheer me up. I WANT TO SLEEP D:< but I can't.
fuck. I hate school

and on top of it they don't take a fucking card in the school's cafe. what the fuck is that bullshit?