scene commission done for
monsterblood223
this was a fun piece to do and I'm real pleased with the outcome :>
Here is a note from the commissioner they asked me to include:
"Hello everyone, this is Tundra Everquill! Otherwise known as Monsterblood223 on Furaffinity. Whenever I get elaborate pieces like this I usually have a story to address
some background or letting out some poetic speeches about things that I feel. Not with this piece. Here's why, I struggle like a lot of people with Depression and
Anxiety, I have a lot of self confident, self doubt, self esteem, and a overall lack of faith in anything I do. That fear has manifested into a fear of people.
That fear keeps me in my house everyday and to afraid to see anyone or get to know anyone. I seek communication but getting to know anyone new is so hard because I fear I'm gonna mess something up. I'm gonna say something they don't like. I'm gonna hurt them unintentionally. Or I'm gonna be wrong about something and they'll mock me for it. I'm not going to get into things that happened in my life because it is to
much and I have a lot of trust issues telling people stuff in my life anymore. But I have gotten really messed up. That fear has developed into some what of a physical
entity. I have dreams all of the time of being chased, being watched. There is always this presence that tries to get me. That fear has turned into this shadowy shape.
This piece in particular was inspired off of a dream that I have where I was falling into darkness and that evil shadow tried to merge with me. Making me into something
I'm not. I sometimes have a hard time piecing together my words and having something visually to show people that fear, that stress. Makes me happy. Rodentblood did
such a fantastic job facilitating that for me through her art. This piece is exactly what I was hoping to have. I'm ever so thankful for this piece. Hopefully it touches
a cord with some of you now knowing where the inspiration came from. Maybe it will even resonate with some of you that feel as I do. Or give perspective. Thank you all for
listening and have a nice day."
thanks for lookin'!
art © rodent-blood
characters © monsterblood223
monsterblood223 this was a fun piece to do and I'm real pleased with the outcome :>
Here is a note from the commissioner they asked me to include:
"Hello everyone, this is Tundra Everquill! Otherwise known as Monsterblood223 on Furaffinity. Whenever I get elaborate pieces like this I usually have a story to address
some background or letting out some poetic speeches about things that I feel. Not with this piece. Here's why, I struggle like a lot of people with Depression and
Anxiety, I have a lot of self confident, self doubt, self esteem, and a overall lack of faith in anything I do. That fear has manifested into a fear of people.
That fear keeps me in my house everyday and to afraid to see anyone or get to know anyone. I seek communication but getting to know anyone new is so hard because I fear I'm gonna mess something up. I'm gonna say something they don't like. I'm gonna hurt them unintentionally. Or I'm gonna be wrong about something and they'll mock me for it. I'm not going to get into things that happened in my life because it is to
much and I have a lot of trust issues telling people stuff in my life anymore. But I have gotten really messed up. That fear has developed into some what of a physical
entity. I have dreams all of the time of being chased, being watched. There is always this presence that tries to get me. That fear has turned into this shadowy shape.
This piece in particular was inspired off of a dream that I have where I was falling into darkness and that evil shadow tried to merge with me. Making me into something
I'm not. I sometimes have a hard time piecing together my words and having something visually to show people that fear, that stress. Makes me happy. Rodentblood did
such a fantastic job facilitating that for me through her art. This piece is exactly what I was hoping to have. I'm ever so thankful for this piece. Hopefully it touches
a cord with some of you now knowing where the inspiration came from. Maybe it will even resonate with some of you that feel as I do. Or give perspective. Thank you all for
listening and have a nice day."
thanks for lookin'!
art © rodent-blood
characters © monsterblood223
Category All / All
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 1200 x 798px
File Size 948.7 kB
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