it feels like I haven't done art like this (emo venting shit) in a while.
usually i did it when i was feeling like shit and i was alone,
which isn't so much the case anymore,
or maybe i've just channeled most of the hell into writing.
not that that's terrible, i love to write and it's much easier for me to put certain things into words than i can into art.

done out of something i've been dealing with for a while,
a monster, if you want to call it that.
i don't really know how to explain it much further than that,
since it takes a while, but whatever.
it makes sense to me.

Heavin was originally all in colour, my friend Luke suggested greyscale but i had an idea.
added a layer of greyscale over the colour layer and erased with grungey textures so the colour comes through a little bit.
looks much better this way.
bah. enough sadness.

Heavin © me