This is see you later...i'm not into goodbyes...

Rest in Peace Ash...i'll miss you...

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For many of you who don't know my freind just yesterday commited suicide...
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Here im am facing at this wall
Feelin like im about to fall
Saying things like fuck the world
now I turn around and don't see you
what was so wrong?

To find you not there what why?
Here I am...I'll be fine...
but for the very last time...
But here why are we so lost?

Here i wait till that last breath
leaves you so lifeless...
now so souless...
what about the almighty?
Are we lost in his eyes?
Is he listening?

To me say these things
to me say all this hate
this couldnt be fate
no not to you

You havn't helped us
what did she do to deserve this?
We don't wana be like this
Going under
for some stupid blunder

but enough about you
this is four her...
yeah her...
yeah you...
only you...

But enough of this sadness
your free now
yeah your free now
to be how you are
free from this pain
all this despair

yeah it hurts to turn around
and not see you there
laying on the ground
and not here you there
but your free now...

Yeah it hurts to face at this wall
And feel like im about to fall
but even if I turn around now
you won't be there
still
All i got is this song now...
But still
still...

Ill never for get you Ash...never ever...yeah your not here but still you are in one place...here in my mind...here in my eyes...here in my heart...never ever forget you ill see you there one day...not now no not now...but i will...so this is see you later cause im not into goodbyes...