I can't take it any more!!!! I've tried this in reality, running around outside yelling and screaming. I don't see how it helps because I get tired after a while and my throat hurts, which only makes me mad for a different reason. Finally finished this at 1:30am after a page of sketches to try and plan it out. Not sure if this is a good angle or not but I don't care, it'll only make me more ticked off if I care!!!
Category All / General Furry Art
Species Housecat
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Nah, its just my every day thing. I get up and stumble about until I have some coffee. Then RAGE!!!! I'm a simple man of only a few emotions/moods. Neutral, happy (either because I'm laughing at some thing funny or making fun of some one), angry. There is nothing else other then maybe depressed but I lump that in with neutral as I'm naturally depressed. I tried taking some meds ages ago to help keep me 'level' but they took away my ability to rage and that would have annoyed me, were I not on the meds. By meds I mean theanine which you can buy from most vitamin store. It takes a few days to a week of using it before you'll really notice it having an effect but it mellows you out. Basically you just don't care any more, you're in the zen... I got it to use before going to the dentist as I have a phobia of needles and have to be restrained while they give me the shots to numb me. I kept using it after because it was sort of nice to be mellow but part of my charm is raging and people noticed I wasn't my usual self. So I stopped using it.
I think you did well here... and for what it's worth... when you learn to hold your rage in your hand and direct it, you will be a VERY strong person. (Mind you, I did not say 'control'... that's something else again - I don;t know that we can truly 'control' that part of ourselves. I know I can't.)
I'm not sure that if you could control rage it would still be rage and not just anger. Rage is when anger kicks it up a notch. Every one gets angry now and then, like when the fast food place messed up your order after you've been standing in line for a while waiting, but rage is that just about to slip over the edge feeling like when you hear about some one doing some thing and not remembering having done it "I lost control and it just happened." You know in the movies where some cop or some thing comes home and finds his family shot and then drops to his knees to scream, that's rage. Just mindless primal reaction to a situation which will either have no effect to solve it or only make it worse.
My thoughts now are on how the tendrils in this picture came out. I was looking at a pic of a great white shark when I drew them. I tried a few other ways but the shark mouth seemed to fit their shape best.
Also, should I add vore to the keywords list as a few vore pics are just open mouths like this.
My thoughts now are on how the tendrils in this picture came out. I was looking at a pic of a great white shark when I drew them. I tried a few other ways but the shark mouth seemed to fit their shape best.
Also, should I add vore to the keywords list as a few vore pics are just open mouths like this.
Might be worse if you lose the ability to rage. I live on a farm so dealing with death is some thing you just do. It doesn't make it any easier but you do. When I was a kid it would really bother me when one of my pets died but as I got older, it just became some thing that happened. You know why you have said calf or sheep, its going to end up being food at one point or another. I helped raise pigs from day one (their mom died giving birth) which we later ate. Now when one of our animals passes on, I just sort of shrug and move on. I've had animals die while I was holding them. Casper (there's a pic of him in my gallery) died in the night and I found him in the morning dead, just shook the box a little to make sure he wasn't just laying there, and then went to make coffee. I was sad he was dead but there wasn't any thing I could do to change that fact so I just forgot about it. About 4 years ago I got up Christmas morning and went out to see how many pairs of pants and socks I'd gotten as gifts, only to find out cat dead under the tree. Cat's dead, put it in a box and move on.
So does it show strength to be able to handle death so well, so unemotionally; or does it show a detachment from humanity in some way? I've been to more funerals in my life then weddings. I went straight from my uncle's funeral to work and though I was a bit more quiet then normal, it didn't effect me too much. I could ramble on with more examples of how messed up my childhood was but that's not the point of the original post.
So does it show strength to be able to handle death so well, so unemotionally; or does it show a detachment from humanity in some way? I've been to more funerals in my life then weddings. I went straight from my uncle's funeral to work and though I was a bit more quiet then normal, it didn't effect me too much. I could ramble on with more examples of how messed up my childhood was but that's not the point of the original post.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7kRbKCTFQDY
Video games are meant to entertain us right?So why is it I've seen this (point to link above) happen way to many times. Gamer rage.
Video games are meant to entertain us right?So why is it I've seen this (point to link above) happen way to many times. Gamer rage.
I'm trying to improve as an artist but find myself falling into the "I was looking at this picture while drawing that picture" thing that many others seem to do. That's the trouble with me though, I don't take time to plan out pics, I just start doodling. If I try looking at some one else's work I feel like I'm copying it.
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