This is how I was throughout the entire Memorial Concert. Clutching a pillow, though sad as I was? Idid smile, don't think I cried that much for years...

I know to some, crying over 'someone you didnt even know' may sound pathetic. In my heart, mind and visions...even my dreams...things you would never believe. I knew Michael Joseph Jackson, even in heart...love binds even the furthest of hearts.