Christ, Yesterday went shit for me, It was going so damn well and then it all crashed down on me with a single comment made.

I've forgotten how fucking hard it is to pull myself out of depression, It's been nearly 8 years that I was clean of depression
but it all came flooding back this year and I really feel like I'm being eaten from the inside out.
I don't even know how the hell I'm going to fix myself... How did I even pull myself out the first time?

At the end of the day, I feel like the world itself doesn't understand that I am trying my hardest, I'm trying to improve, I'm trying
to make ammends with shit I've done and said... I'm always last, I'm always the dumb one, I'm always less talented than others and
most of all, I'm the friend that nobody wants and people use and I'll be used with a smile on my face.

This isn't about anyone online, It's just all RL BS. It's heavy and I am striving to lift this weight on my shoulders.
But for now (Yesterday) I shall break down and cry for a bit until I feel somewhat okay again <3

Don't use my art thanks