When you realise your anxiety, depression, psychosis and physical disabilities have pushed away your best friends.
It hurts more than I can explain.
Online and Offline, Furry and Non-Furry.
I'm driving people away so violently, even when i'm happy I feel like i'm driving people away.
I had an ex-friend feel so much hatred towards me for living my own life, being happy and carefree - they abandoned me...more than once. Next time, I was too 'depressed' or 'sick'...then when I tried to balance...they hurt me again and again.
I can't win. In sickness, health, happiness, sadness, I feel I drive people away.
I vent online to keep sane, I draw to keep sane, I balance and focus my emotions on my art and in my words...
Just feeling kind of...hopeless.
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I know I should talk more online, DM's/PM's and Notes, Telegram and shit like that, like i've explained before...mental illness and anxiety make it extremely hard for me to talk online...i'm sorry.
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It hurts more than I can explain.
Online and Offline, Furry and Non-Furry.
I'm driving people away so violently, even when i'm happy I feel like i'm driving people away.
I had an ex-friend feel so much hatred towards me for living my own life, being happy and carefree - they abandoned me...more than once. Next time, I was too 'depressed' or 'sick'...then when I tried to balance...they hurt me again and again.
I can't win. In sickness, health, happiness, sadness, I feel I drive people away.
I vent online to keep sane, I draw to keep sane, I balance and focus my emotions on my art and in my words...
Just feeling kind of...hopeless.
-
I know I should talk more online, DM's/PM's and Notes, Telegram and shit like that, like i've explained before...mental illness and anxiety make it extremely hard for me to talk online...i'm sorry.
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