Did you use paint to draw this? It's very lovely work.

im sorry about that i had the same happen and i no i was messed up for awhile but where all different so i hope you pull through this

-gives you a big hug-
I'm sorry hun, I know how you feel I've had it happen to me a couple of times, it always hurts so much. I'm here if you want to talk/vent :]

I don't wanna give you the cliche' "I've been through the same thing" but I actually had. My grandma had died from liver cancer, kidney cancer and hepatitis C. She was my best friend pretty much and I hardly ever visited her maybe like once a month. I didn't even get to say hi to her the day she died because I was at work. So... I really do know how you feel and I'll be here for you.

A best friend of mine passed away years ago. Although I am 'functional', he still enters my mind every so often, and I still miss him. All I feel I can offer is my condolences :(

There is nothing you can say, do, or feel that will change a thing about it. What you CAN do that will help is remember. I've lost friends before and the best you can do is remember all the good times and bad. Let the good times roll. Your friend will be loved, they will be missed, but above all else they will be remembered. If ya need someone to talk I'ld be glad to try to help you out through good and bad, thick and thin

I'm so sorry that you had to go through that. If you need to talk, let me know. I went through the same thing, so I can relate, hon.