"So could you
Tell me how you're sleeping easy
How you're only thinking of yourself
Show me how you justify
Telling all your lies like second nature
Listen, mark my words, one day
You will pay, you will pay
Karma's gonna come collect your debt"

Well, this was an amazing picture from one of my favorite artists https://www.deviantart.com/lostwight
and it helps show how my year has been so far. Losing friends because of having different opinions and being a human
Being fucked over and attacked in witch hunts for mistakes I made and apologize for. It's just, 2020 is legit fucking FANTASTIC. self-harm is just the best, but there is a time were fucking your mentality snaps and you just let the inner demon comes out and go nuts on others.

So yea, I fucking can't wait for this year to be over and hope to satan's DICK next year will be better and people will fucking use their brain and actually understand that people are humans and it's fine to be different and have different opinions, instead of hating and hurting each other if they say ONE DAMN THING WRONG UGGHH FUCK! I could cut the marks on me that can show how many terrible mental meltdown nights I had, but I guess the stupid thing that keeps me going is hope. So yea this picture was an amazing Patreon reward. This picture just shows me right now. Ready to legit fight someone, but I will just hope that maybe people will come to there damn senses and understood it's okay to have different opinions and to actually RESEARCH THINGS.

First vent art and dang this helped.
The amazing artist: https://www.deviantart.com/lostwight
Nero is mine because Nero is me.