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How are you? What’s this nervousness that’s only just arrived?
What are those? Constant thoughts that cause such worry in your mind

They’re kind of hard to picture and then harder still to find
Why do I? Wonder after all this time?

Is it my fault that eventually they all got left behind?
Yet I’m still the only one who made way for all these desires
But they have no future
“What a shame!” I hear you cry
How will we get along now you and I?

I told you to run and hide, from the world you’ll always find in your mind
To be such a damn pain inside
Though I have constantly tried, to save those who let the darkness reside
It’s such a goddamn pain of mine

I even believed the tears throughout each of your stupid lies
“But I still love you so!” you cried
Is it still a fault of mine, if you won’t see me after all this time
You’re such a fucking pain of mine!

All this practice made me used to only ever walking blind
My only regret’s that all respect for me was on the line
And like smoke it vanished
Right in front of my eyes
Gone now and for the rest of time

Now I only see their faces when I’m sleeping late at night
“I promise you there’s no danger, here, I beg you let us try again!”
I find, I won’t lie, when I hear your sweet cries
It leaves me reeling, feeling oh so satisfied

I told them to run and hide, from the world they’ll always find in their mind
To be such a damn pain inside
They ignored me though I tried, Now they’re pleading for their lives, oh my!
You think I’d give a fuck of mine?

I even believed the lies that spoke so clearly from their frightened eyes
“Does that mean that no one was right?”
But really, who am I? And do you think the job is mine?
To save, all your goddamn souls from hell fire

Somebody just tell me why, I even worry for human life?
It isn't a concern of mine!
Though I have constantly tried, to save those who invite darkness inside
I’m starting to get sick and tired!

I even believed the tears throughout each of your stupid lies
“But why, it’s all too late!” you cry
Tell me, is the fault still mine, if you won’t see me after all this time
You’re such a fucking pain of mine!