Category Icons / General Furry Art
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Beautifully done! Wow! There is only one small error in this one, don't worry about it if it's not something that can be fixed easily, but still wanted to point it out. He's got a little set of horns just above his ears. On his skull, it goes little horns, ears, then big horns. It's not a big deal, like I said, and the icon is absolutely wonderful without that (and he's certainly not complaining, lol).
You got his colors spot on, btw. NOt many folks do, but you got it perfect, and that's wonderful as well. ^__^
You got his colors spot on, btw. NOt many folks do, but you got it perfect, and that's wonderful as well. ^__^
Oh thank you!
There is a little set of horns and a bigger set of horns, the little set is maybe a little big...sorry I got the order of horns and ears off. And it would be tough to fix. I'd have to redraw every frame of the icon to fix the horns. D:
Glad I got the colors right though :] I had them a little lighter, then I darkened them cuz it looked better. Glad I did!
There is a little set of horns and a bigger set of horns, the little set is maybe a little big...sorry I got the order of horns and ears off. And it would be tough to fix. I'd have to redraw every frame of the icon to fix the horns. D:
Glad I got the colors right though :] I had them a little lighter, then I darkened them cuz it looked better. Glad I did!
Oh gosh, don't do that! Don't even worry about fixing it. Looking at it closer, it's just a matter of the horns being off a little, my mate is correct in what he said. It's fine the way it is, and as I said, the colors are perfect, the mane is perfect, that face is perfect, it's all beautifully done.
I'll definitely be recommending you to other folks from now on. That was much quicker turnaround than I expected as well. It's very nice to see a very professional icon artist like yourself. Thanks again.
I'll definitely be recommending you to other folks from now on. That was much quicker turnaround than I expected as well. It's very nice to see a very professional icon artist like yourself. Thanks again.
Take it easy you two I was only saying what i thought.
If there is one thing which gets on my nerves it is when a mate of another gets so defensive about a minor play thing.
It's not like I'm going to reach through and actually do it.
Calm down..
Believe me it sucks when reality throws itself into fantasy.
I'm just a nobody where after I leave this that's the last you'll see of me.
Jeez..
Remind me to stay quit next time
If there is one thing which gets on my nerves it is when a mate of another gets so defensive about a minor play thing.
It's not like I'm going to reach through and actually do it.
Calm down..
Believe me it sucks when reality throws itself into fantasy.
I'm just a nobody where after I leave this that's the last you'll see of me.
Jeez..
Remind me to stay quit next time
Don't mind me..
Life for me has just hit rock bottom and now I'm going to be forced to make a life changing decision which is going to affect the rest of my life.
All I know is I'm sorry if I snapped..
When somebody you are supposed to love as a role model takes a bottle of wine as her biggest priority over trying to survive these tough times you just hit rock bottom and realize the only option is to sit back and think really hard about what your priorities are.
Do I want to be forced to leave? Hell no.
Tonight might have just sealed my fate for the rest of my life.
Life for me has just hit rock bottom and now I'm going to be forced to make a life changing decision which is going to affect the rest of my life.
All I know is I'm sorry if I snapped..
When somebody you are supposed to love as a role model takes a bottle of wine as her biggest priority over trying to survive these tough times you just hit rock bottom and realize the only option is to sit back and think really hard about what your priorities are.
Do I want to be forced to leave? Hell no.
Tonight might have just sealed my fate for the rest of my life.
Don't be.. It's not your fault..
About the only thing which is still making me soldier through all this is my cat who seems to be the only thing which doesn't run his mouth at me.
I was watching him sleep and all I could do is smile. I wanted to cry but he is the biggest reason I soldier on through all of this somehow.
If he wasn't here I'd just pack up my stuff and leave, that simple.
There really is nothing to PM about except that it is stupid of my parent to date a male called Wine Bottle over food and things we could use with the little money we do get.
It pisses me off and I want to slam that fucker and shatter it on the ground sometimes.
I've already gotten piss ass drunk and physically shown her what I deal with every night and she can't even see what I'm trying to make her see.
I've tried that, I've tried sitting down with her to talk about it but no she wants to be a greedy bitch with her bottle of wine.
I think what I might do this time is write my feelings down one last time so it really sticks with her. I might plaster a note against her bottle of wine or empty it and post the note then.
I don't know.. My patience has run out and my anger towards her stupidity is getting to where I'm bouncing my head off of the wall or punching holes in it.
I'm trying so hard to get work yet I have to see night in and night out my parent sitting there passed out in her room piss ass drunk with the tv blaring full blast.
So when I walked in to turn it down I intentionally spilled her half full glass of wine on the ground before I walked out shaking my head seeing her slumped over piss ass drunk with the cat eating off her plate of uneaten food.
Do you know how much that eats at me? My best friend's dad is dead because of that bottle and my friend hasn't had him around for going on six years now.
My parent is heading down the same path as my friend's father whose funeral I went to with my parent. I remember the look in my friend's eyes and I did cry really hard for him at the funeral when they played one of his dad's favorite piano numbers.
I've dealt with that with my best friend and now I have to deal with it with my own parent.
Do you know how much that really scares me and makes me depressed? Forget about the anger and sadness because what hits me is the depression and the fact I have to think about that on top of everything else.
It's only going to be a matter of time before I walk in there and find barf stains or her laying flat on the ground passed out to where I'm going to have to either call the paramedics or just leave her be and take the Advil away.
That's why I am the way I am here because this is one of my only escapes from the hells I have to witness and deal with every night.
If I had the money I would be gone and she would never see me again.
I'm just sick of it and now since it's become an obsession over pure survival I just want to smash that bottle across the ground.
I've tried everything to make her see herself but she gets bitchy and gives me grief when really she should be giving it to herself.
The only thing you guys can do is keep me in your thoughts because I'm heading down the same road my best friend did all because my parent can't handle tough times.
If something happens to her I'll just look back at her stupidity with her date of a bottle.
The only thing I did wrong in all this was get born into all this bull shit.
Anyway I gotta try to sleep a little so thanks for your concern.
About the only thing which is still making me soldier through all this is my cat who seems to be the only thing which doesn't run his mouth at me.
I was watching him sleep and all I could do is smile. I wanted to cry but he is the biggest reason I soldier on through all of this somehow.
If he wasn't here I'd just pack up my stuff and leave, that simple.
There really is nothing to PM about except that it is stupid of my parent to date a male called Wine Bottle over food and things we could use with the little money we do get.
It pisses me off and I want to slam that fucker and shatter it on the ground sometimes.
I've already gotten piss ass drunk and physically shown her what I deal with every night and she can't even see what I'm trying to make her see.
I've tried that, I've tried sitting down with her to talk about it but no she wants to be a greedy bitch with her bottle of wine.
I think what I might do this time is write my feelings down one last time so it really sticks with her. I might plaster a note against her bottle of wine or empty it and post the note then.
I don't know.. My patience has run out and my anger towards her stupidity is getting to where I'm bouncing my head off of the wall or punching holes in it.
I'm trying so hard to get work yet I have to see night in and night out my parent sitting there passed out in her room piss ass drunk with the tv blaring full blast.
So when I walked in to turn it down I intentionally spilled her half full glass of wine on the ground before I walked out shaking my head seeing her slumped over piss ass drunk with the cat eating off her plate of uneaten food.
Do you know how much that eats at me? My best friend's dad is dead because of that bottle and my friend hasn't had him around for going on six years now.
My parent is heading down the same path as my friend's father whose funeral I went to with my parent. I remember the look in my friend's eyes and I did cry really hard for him at the funeral when they played one of his dad's favorite piano numbers.
I've dealt with that with my best friend and now I have to deal with it with my own parent.
Do you know how much that really scares me and makes me depressed? Forget about the anger and sadness because what hits me is the depression and the fact I have to think about that on top of everything else.
It's only going to be a matter of time before I walk in there and find barf stains or her laying flat on the ground passed out to where I'm going to have to either call the paramedics or just leave her be and take the Advil away.
That's why I am the way I am here because this is one of my only escapes from the hells I have to witness and deal with every night.
If I had the money I would be gone and she would never see me again.
I'm just sick of it and now since it's become an obsession over pure survival I just want to smash that bottle across the ground.
I've tried everything to make her see herself but she gets bitchy and gives me grief when really she should be giving it to herself.
The only thing you guys can do is keep me in your thoughts because I'm heading down the same road my best friend did all because my parent can't handle tough times.
If something happens to her I'll just look back at her stupidity with her date of a bottle.
The only thing I did wrong in all this was get born into all this bull shit.
Anyway I gotta try to sleep a little so thanks for your concern.
I know it's none of my fault, but I'm still concerned. My mother was a heavy alcoholic and a drug addict and she was fucking insane. She passed when I was 8 years old from a heart attack due to the torture she put her body through with substance abuse. It just gave up.
I hope your mother doesn't go down that path. I really hope she gets better soon and realizes what she's doing to you and the damage she's doing to herself. Continue to remind her how much you despise what she's doing, but be sure she knows that you only hate it because you care and because you love her. You can't abandon and addict...it will only force them further down the path of substance abuse. I dealt with it with my mother and with my little brother (also passed, but luckily not through drug abuse...he quit it all before the car accident). If you ignore them and leave them, they only dive deeper into the bottle or the pipe or needle...whatever they're doing because they want to escape.
Addicts and drunks need support. Not support FOR their addiction, but support for them in general. They need to know what they're doing is wrong, but that they have the support and love of their family, children etc... and that they want them to stop...for their health as well as the health of those around them, because the ultimate price of heavy substance abuse is death. I've seen it happen and it's happened to several family members of people I know.
My best luck and wishes go with you. You've got a friend in me, man.
I hope your mother doesn't go down that path. I really hope she gets better soon and realizes what she's doing to you and the damage she's doing to herself. Continue to remind her how much you despise what she's doing, but be sure she knows that you only hate it because you care and because you love her. You can't abandon and addict...it will only force them further down the path of substance abuse. I dealt with it with my mother and with my little brother (also passed, but luckily not through drug abuse...he quit it all before the car accident). If you ignore them and leave them, they only dive deeper into the bottle or the pipe or needle...whatever they're doing because they want to escape.
Addicts and drunks need support. Not support FOR their addiction, but support for them in general. They need to know what they're doing is wrong, but that they have the support and love of their family, children etc... and that they want them to stop...for their health as well as the health of those around them, because the ultimate price of heavy substance abuse is death. I've seen it happen and it's happened to several family members of people I know.
My best luck and wishes go with you. You've got a friend in me, man.
This shit with her drinking has gone on for years and I've tried just about everything since times got bad but she thinks I'm another kid from her other marriage.
The morning I got piss ass drunk she came out of her room and then ran back in it slamming the door. Then when I got up later in the day I said flat to her face this is what I see every night and I hope it was a wake up to your conscious.
But she decided to bitch at me and bring me down about not finding a job. No matter what I do she still does not want to see that she's been to the funeral of my best friend's dad which was held at the AA place (Alcoholics Anonymous) place he was forced to stay at after his wife who is my friend's mother kicked him out of the house.
I really do not want to have to call him one day and say mom is dead because of the bottle.
I know when she gets home tonight she'll have bought another bottle of wine to chug down as she talks with her mom and both of them do not get along at all so it just adds to the problems.
What I'm telling you is no bull shit Champ, it is real, very real. Everybody who is close to her besides me knows about this problem she has.
I can't go on much longer before I just say to myself that's the way it is. My best friend eventually just had to give up on his dad because he never learned how much it hurt him and he still is in counciling about it to this day.
I do not want to end up like him in I don't have a parent I love because they took the bottle over anything else in life.
I guarantee you in an hour when she gets home she'll start boozing it up and end up the same way.
Unfortunately I can't kick her out because this is her house so the only thing I can do is either give her one last chance or just leave and face the unknown head on.
I really wish you and some of the guys I'm really good contacts with lived nearer to me because I would pack up my stuff and stay with one of you until I was able to get on my feet.
I know i can hit my best friend's place but his mom has already made it clear she wants 48 hours and that's it.
If I do have to leave I don't know when I'll be able to get back to this because at that point it's going to have to be what is most important for survival until I can get enough together to be able to afford a place to live.
What she did last night made me sick to my stomach.. Literally.
I can't believe how stupid she is saying she's older then me.
I don't care if she drinks or you drink because we all deserve to have a drink but she's taking it to the point of much like my best friend's father did before he ended up passing out and hitting his head on a table before he died.
He also got cirrhosis of the liver which ultimately lead to his death.
Anyway, I'm sorry if I've derailed this but my patience with my parent is almost gone and if i can't find work around here I'll be forced to do something I'm scared of doing.. Hitting the open dangerous Houston streets which is not something I'm looking forward to.
Houston is an awesome city but it does have it dangerous side as do all cities with higher crime rates.
If this was my house and she wasn't my mom I'd have all of her things in the driveway with a note attached to them saying I've tried to reason with you but unfortunately you leave me no choice.. Good Bye and I'm sorry things between us didn't work out. You're going to have to figure this out on your own if you ever do.
I really wish I could do that but as I've said I've done all I can do except write down my feeling much like i am here.
I've tried to support her and stand by her but even I know you can't lead a stubborn ass to a water source if it don't want to go.
Well she's home so I'll talk to you later.
If you want to feel free to shoot me an e-mail ok?
The morning I got piss ass drunk she came out of her room and then ran back in it slamming the door. Then when I got up later in the day I said flat to her face this is what I see every night and I hope it was a wake up to your conscious.
But she decided to bitch at me and bring me down about not finding a job. No matter what I do she still does not want to see that she's been to the funeral of my best friend's dad which was held at the AA place (Alcoholics Anonymous) place he was forced to stay at after his wife who is my friend's mother kicked him out of the house.
I really do not want to have to call him one day and say mom is dead because of the bottle.
I know when she gets home tonight she'll have bought another bottle of wine to chug down as she talks with her mom and both of them do not get along at all so it just adds to the problems.
What I'm telling you is no bull shit Champ, it is real, very real. Everybody who is close to her besides me knows about this problem she has.
I can't go on much longer before I just say to myself that's the way it is. My best friend eventually just had to give up on his dad because he never learned how much it hurt him and he still is in counciling about it to this day.
I do not want to end up like him in I don't have a parent I love because they took the bottle over anything else in life.
I guarantee you in an hour when she gets home she'll start boozing it up and end up the same way.
Unfortunately I can't kick her out because this is her house so the only thing I can do is either give her one last chance or just leave and face the unknown head on.
I really wish you and some of the guys I'm really good contacts with lived nearer to me because I would pack up my stuff and stay with one of you until I was able to get on my feet.
I know i can hit my best friend's place but his mom has already made it clear she wants 48 hours and that's it.
If I do have to leave I don't know when I'll be able to get back to this because at that point it's going to have to be what is most important for survival until I can get enough together to be able to afford a place to live.
What she did last night made me sick to my stomach.. Literally.
I can't believe how stupid she is saying she's older then me.
I don't care if she drinks or you drink because we all deserve to have a drink but she's taking it to the point of much like my best friend's father did before he ended up passing out and hitting his head on a table before he died.
He also got cirrhosis of the liver which ultimately lead to his death.
Anyway, I'm sorry if I've derailed this but my patience with my parent is almost gone and if i can't find work around here I'll be forced to do something I'm scared of doing.. Hitting the open dangerous Houston streets which is not something I'm looking forward to.
Houston is an awesome city but it does have it dangerous side as do all cities with higher crime rates.
If this was my house and she wasn't my mom I'd have all of her things in the driveway with a note attached to them saying I've tried to reason with you but unfortunately you leave me no choice.. Good Bye and I'm sorry things between us didn't work out. You're going to have to figure this out on your own if you ever do.
I really wish I could do that but as I've said I've done all I can do except write down my feeling much like i am here.
I've tried to support her and stand by her but even I know you can't lead a stubborn ass to a water source if it don't want to go.
Well she's home so I'll talk to you later.
If you want to feel free to shoot me an e-mail ok?
Thanks Champ,
Getting told to shut up x 5 in a violent type reaction really hurts and I've had heart ache the last couple of days so thanks a million for your support.
You really do not realize how much I truly appreciate a good heart. My heart it seems is broken all the time and I've done everything I can to make her see what she's doing.
But if she's going to be a bitch towards me I just might as well let it be and get my job so I can start counting the days when I can finally leave here forever even if I know it will hurt when my cat has to stay behind.
I've done everything I can to try to mend the relationship with her but you know the person it's going to hurt the most is her, not me.
I guess the only way to make it stick really hard is to leave and never come back.
The cat I know will not understand but you know it isn't his fault either.
If anything he has been my silent supporter of unconditional love.
Anyway, I know the upcoming months once I get my job will be difficult but something has to be done in order for her to see I'm not joking or threatening anymore.
When somebody tells you to shut up and then comes back and tries to be sweet by kissing you or hugging you you know in your heart that person needs serious help with themselves.
It's fucked up with what both of my parents have done to me and now one of them is going to find out just like the other why when I leave and don't talk to you for a few years how much you've truly screwed up,
My dad knows what I mean but in some crazy way he still is my dad even if I just talk to him face to face at the front door every now and again which is very difficult for me to stand there and BS him.
But that is another more traumatic story I don't want to talk about because it's unimportant other then both of my parents fucked up. Period the end.
Getting told to shut up x 5 in a violent type reaction really hurts and I've had heart ache the last couple of days so thanks a million for your support.
You really do not realize how much I truly appreciate a good heart. My heart it seems is broken all the time and I've done everything I can to make her see what she's doing.
But if she's going to be a bitch towards me I just might as well let it be and get my job so I can start counting the days when I can finally leave here forever even if I know it will hurt when my cat has to stay behind.
I've done everything I can to try to mend the relationship with her but you know the person it's going to hurt the most is her, not me.
I guess the only way to make it stick really hard is to leave and never come back.
The cat I know will not understand but you know it isn't his fault either.
If anything he has been my silent supporter of unconditional love.
Anyway, I know the upcoming months once I get my job will be difficult but something has to be done in order for her to see I'm not joking or threatening anymore.
When somebody tells you to shut up and then comes back and tries to be sweet by kissing you or hugging you you know in your heart that person needs serious help with themselves.
It's fucked up with what both of my parents have done to me and now one of them is going to find out just like the other why when I leave and don't talk to you for a few years how much you've truly screwed up,
My dad knows what I mean but in some crazy way he still is my dad even if I just talk to him face to face at the front door every now and again which is very difficult for me to stand there and BS him.
But that is another more traumatic story I don't want to talk about because it's unimportant other then both of my parents fucked up. Period the end.
All I know is..
This time it truly is over.
No third chances, no make ups, no nothing.
It's done and over with.
Today I'm truly feeling the effects of last night's brutal yelling. I can feel the dark circles in my eyes today.
She's trying to call me to hold one of her houses open for her..
After last night, forget it, she can hold ALL of them open herself.
I'm so sick and tired of her attitude I just want to punch her in face sometimes because I've tried to help her with many things and she's been a bitch so this is it, no more chances, no more makeups, no kisses, no hugs..
It's over so now all I have to do is get a job, a new set of reliable wheels and get out for good.
Maybe a few years away without a word will stick with her if she has to stay in this huge house alone at night.
I wish you could see my eyes and the dark circles which I feel from years of trying to unconditionally support a bitch.
I think I might just switch over to being gay after this... Maybe.
This time it truly is over.
No third chances, no make ups, no nothing.
It's done and over with.
Today I'm truly feeling the effects of last night's brutal yelling. I can feel the dark circles in my eyes today.
She's trying to call me to hold one of her houses open for her..
After last night, forget it, she can hold ALL of them open herself.
I'm so sick and tired of her attitude I just want to punch her in face sometimes because I've tried to help her with many things and she's been a bitch so this is it, no more chances, no more makeups, no kisses, no hugs..
It's over so now all I have to do is get a job, a new set of reliable wheels and get out for good.
Maybe a few years away without a word will stick with her if she has to stay in this huge house alone at night.
I wish you could see my eyes and the dark circles which I feel from years of trying to unconditionally support a bitch.
I think I might just switch over to being gay after this... Maybe.
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