''and like a fish caught in a tide.. sometimes I wish to be a bird. set free from its cage.'' -Marce L. Gargano.

Im under emotional stress.
I keep fighting a war with my self, and found nothing but a lost cause. Im alone in here. I keep on with the every day routine to wake up with nothing. and sleep to nothing. And to make it worst, the uncontrolable fights I keep on having with my gf-ex... words hurts even more than the sharpest knife for the knife wound recovers slowly over time untill u are left with nothing than a scar, words are everlasting painfull cuts that leave you wounded for the rest of my pathetic life. sometimes I wish to be more of a man wit relationships. I make the first real mistake. fall inlove. and now Im paying the price for having this stupid heart... please someone come and take it. put it in a chest and throw the key away. as my heart still goes crazy for her. I have the answer, but I dont want to solve the problem. the solution is forget all about her. but I rather take the torture of remmembering her. than to keep moving on without that person. the person that took half of your heart, soul and trust away.
Marce.