She's a beautiful kitty. I know three pain all too well of watching a pet start to decline. I've sat in a car crying my eyes out after being given bad news. I hope for you both that it's something minor that she recovers fully from.

She is doing a little bit better now. Monday I couldn't get her to eat or drink, I took her to the vet and they weren't exactly helpful and were kind of condescending. It wasn't her usual vet, because I didn't want to take her too far away from home but. Basically, they checked her over and told me that her decline was due to old age, they didn't really directly suggest me to euthanize her but they said if I wanted to go ahead and do it that I wouldn't be able to be in the room due to covid. They said that there's no sign of her being in pain, and she still uses the litter box and all that at home so I took her back home.

She has started perking up a little bit, I've been going outside with her to sit with her in the sun for a little bit and the other day she started to act like she used to whenever I took her outside. I've been able toget her to eat and drink more and more every day, so. I dunno. I cried so much over this cat. She's a tough little thing and it just hurts a lot but I know one day she will go, I just hope it's able to be at home and she's comfortable. Until then I'm not going to give up on her and let them kill her when she still has quality life left in her.

Pets are rough. Like. H. I don't understand how people aren't able to get so attached to their animals and act like it's not a big deal when they pass.