Here's a Spaceship I did for Uni. It's a design that I made originally in Lego as a kid and it stayed with me since.

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Right now, I have no idea if I want to continue creating things here, let alone continue working on things that feature any of the characters that I have created. I honestly see no point in continuing what I am creating, since very little of what I create will be seen and, even rarer, favourited.

I'm tired of putting the world on my shoulders, but I feel like I have to because there are some people, both here and on other areas that I am a part of, that do nothing to support the lives of people who need help. I have donated to black families who need money to pay for funeral expenses for their loved one who died in the hands of the police. I have signed multiple petitions to stop police brutality. I have done something, and it may be small compared to the thousands and thousands of people who are helping but I have at least done something. So it makes me even more pissed off that there are people on this site who will pay hundreds and hundreds of dollars on commissions and yet do nothing for the Black Lives Matter movement. They will do nothing for people in need. Not a signature, not a penny, not anything. And I don't have that kind of money to both support myself and others, but I still did it anyway, because it is right. It is a right thing to do.

My mental health hasn't been great this year. The medication I have been taking does barely anything to help me and the side effects is weight gain, so I just feel like a fat lump. University hasn't been well. At several points, it feels like I have been trying to fail, due to me not being able to enter the university. My computer at several points has been so poor and broken that I have had to buy a separate keyboard just to type. Overall, this year has been fucking awful, and I know that it will be worse. I haven't got hope that it will be better. I knew this year would be as fun as getting polyps, but still I'm shocked by the level of rancid filth that has came out of it.

Don't try to give virtual hugs, because they won't do anything for me. Sign these instead: https://signatures.carrd.co/