I am no longer cut free. I injured myself deliberately and tried to slash my arms with, thankfully a pair of scissors that were less sharp than I expected. When I came to, I realised the wounds were shallow but still bloody and painful. I'm lucky I didn't do severe damage, but it was in part due to a meltdown I had. The wounds ache and feel awful, but have been cleaned and are regularly washed to make sure there is no infection.
I don't know what got to me, I don't know why I did it, it was at a bad time.
Its been rough mentally, and i've got the worst headache imaginable trying to recall what exactly happened in full, so my choice is to move on and try and better myself.
I am in a lot of pain, reluctant to admit it, but I will heal.
I'm sorry I let you all down, I let myself down and family. Worst of all, I broke a good cycle of being cut-free for so long.
Mentally I feel inferior, broken and need to heal.
I'm not in good shape, but I refuse to let this incident win.
Lorcan ©
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I don't know what got to me, I don't know why I did it, it was at a bad time.
Its been rough mentally, and i've got the worst headache imaginable trying to recall what exactly happened in full, so my choice is to move on and try and better myself.
I am in a lot of pain, reluctant to admit it, but I will heal.
I'm sorry I let you all down, I let myself down and family. Worst of all, I broke a good cycle of being cut-free for so long.
Mentally I feel inferior, broken and need to heal.
I'm not in good shape, but I refuse to let this incident win.
Lorcan ©

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