I am so terribly sorry for your loss. Stay strong!

I'm sorry...
My grandmother just passed away at March, by cancer.
She was suffering at last few months, so the sorrow was confusing
in one hand, it kind of glad that she doesn't need to suffer from all the pain anymore, and so do the whole family seeing it.
but all the sorrow filled back from all the memory...

*hugs* I'm be with you

Сочувствую (
У меня был подобный опыт, это неприятно и тяжело.
Человека больше нет, но воспоминания о нём всё ещё живы, и будут жить пока ты их помнишь
Держись и всё будет пучком)

I had the same problem with my grandmother. She died in the end of august of 2017 from liver cancer. And she was the only person in my family who supported me with my furry stuff. She liked a lot all my furry related drawings and other things made by myself with anthro characters. After almost 3 years, I still missing her, but i know that the way which she told me to follow - furry fandom is right. So for me furries are the best memory of her.
Assel-you are not alone here!
We all support each other with all of other sad and bad things that happening sometimes in our lives. And i already felt it.
Stay strong and keep making furry artworks or any other stuff that you like. We are all here to support you! Remember it!